Time Machine

Song/Tune: Time Machine

Artist: Girl's Generation

Watching your back view get smaller as the space between gets larger

It's over, guess it's over.

Your strides seem to be getting firmer, my tears' are getting stronger.

Hurry go before I pull you back to this selfish forever.

One mistake, got a one regret

Why did I make the beginning of 'the end' .

I don't know and I'll never comprehend

Oh why did I have to hold both of their hands

I need a time machine then I can do more good

Instead of proving that there is a love this unbeautiful

Need it right now, need to do what's right

Gotta go back and not make you part of the sinful 

I need a time machine 

I need a time machine

Our story tainted with the terrible awful word of unfaithful

It is the greatest wrong in taking off on the wrong foot

What should I do now, my heart is beating through, Just don't look back my mind will come around

Move on thats the solution to this mess.

Just one mistake,Just one regret

All cause I couldn't resist temptation's test

I need a time machine then I can do more good

Instead of proving that love can be this unbeautiful

Need it right now, need to do what's right

Gotta go back and not cause love to be sinful 

I need a time machine 

You needed a gentleman not a greedy man

Someone way better than me

Someone to prevent the tears

Not one who burdens you with the stones of guilt when fog clears.

I need a time machine then I can do more good

Instead of only creating a love this unbeautiful

Need it right now, need to do what's right

Gotta go back and not be that sinful

Gotta go back and let love remain colorful.

Gimme a time machine 

Gimme a time machine

Gimme a time machine

Beside(s)

No flower would bloom when the seed isn't planted

The bridge can't be crossed unless a first step is taken

No future can be predicted as proven by miracles 

And acknowledgement without action is just mere words

Annoyingly fear surrounds my outlook on the future

Refuting the claims of how years will make one more mature

Thus secretly with an outstretched hand approaching

Upfront playing the role of friendship to the best of my ability

Smiling at me,you proudly brag about how I'm the best friend

Smiling at you, my heart begins to fix the unintentional dent

Yet day by day I'm still wearing the label 

That allows me to be that emotionally conflicting close by

In time only regret will remain behind

Still I'm always only frantically for the courage to break free

Wasting all these precious crucial time

Honestly girl, I do have a thousand ways of confessing to you

Words that will convey and make you sway

Followed by actions that will definitely make you so gay 

Eyes sparkles with the confession hidden within

Only quick glimpse are exchanged between you and me

My mouth remains shut, the voice still too timid.

As fear of rejection and losing you altogether controls me

Watching the world spin by, with you beside

We continue to sit at our usual spot, an inch of separation in between

The desired clouds and love fantasy

Confidently I can state that with us all that will be a reality

Yet my tongue is on lockdown 

With a shut mouth once again, I'm courage's letdown

Struggling in my role as the conflicted

Trying to search for the answer that will go past the depicted

The best excuse in concluding

Is to say that rejection will leave me with nothing but nothing

Internally I had irresponsibly made an excuse that love is the sickness

Internally hating the fact that I'm only reaching due to my weakness

Yet day by day I'm still wearing the label 

That allows me to be that emotionally conflicting close by

In time only regret will remain behind

Still I'm always only frantically for the courage to break free

Wasting all these precious crucial time

Honestly girl, I do have a thousand ways of confessing to you

Words that will convey and make you sway

Followed by actions that will definitely make you so gay 

Eyes sparkles with the confession hidden within

Only quick glimpse are exchanged between you and me

My mouth remains shut, the voice still too timid.

As fear of rejection and losing you altogether controls me

Watching the world spin by, with you beside

We continue to sit at our usual spot, an inch of separation in between

You talk about another crook

Simultaneously anxiety and relief washes over this fool

I only offer my shoulder and a listening ear

As the act of you snuggling in my arms quietly disappears

Cause the timing of when the friend would offer

Has once again, gone by without a single murmurer 

Your head casually leans on me 

If I could I would but I didn't hence we're staying in that position

Silently you try to gather back your temporary lost happiness.

Silently I'm stuck with searching for my permanently lost senses. 

Yet day by day I'm still wearing the label 

That allows me to be that emotionally conflicting close by

In time only regret will remain behind

Still I'm always only frantically for the courage to break free

Wasting all these precious crucial time

Honestly girl, I do have a thousand ways of confessing to you

Words that will convey and make you sway

Followed by actions that will definitely make you so gay 

Eyes sparkles with the confession hidden within

Only quick glimpse are exchanged between you and me

My mouth remains shut, the voice still too timid.

As fear of rejection and losing you altogether controls me

Watching the world spin by, with you beside

We continue to sit at our usual spot, an inch of separation in between

Staying true in being that friend that is always beside

But never close enough to have you only by my side

微笑

我不懂 你今是否躲在哪里 

只知道 现实又再次不公平 

这样慌 可能只在浪费力气 

不停找 但你还是下落不明 

焦急心 使我思考只出问题 

慢下来 试着冷静地再细想 

所拥有 只是我慌张的心思 

只拥有 想对你说出口的真情

有时候 你并不需过独立磨练

你看看 我们仍然在你的身边 

所以你 不要把悲伤藏在一边 

眼泪流 不代表有弱者在面前 

如果你 不要弱的一面被看见 

那我能 闭眼把你哭当成谣言 

烦恼留 在我肩膀心情变好先

微笑吧 理想的快乐将会实现

旁观者 不能减轻你的负担 

旁观者 只能试着让你改观 

使用话 赶出你心里的阴暗

就是我 所能做的残酷极限 

坦率说 话是不能解决困难 

更何况 听到的是糟糕语言 

但期望 真实的尝试被发现

请相信 你将会走在平安路线

有时候 你并不需过独立磨练 

你看看 我们仍然在你的身边 

所以你 不要把悲伤藏在一边 

眼泪流 不代表有弱者在面前 

如果你 不要弱的一面被看见 

那也能 闭眼把你哭当成谣言 

只是我 希望你烦恼留在我肩

微笑吧 理想的快乐将会实现

一人撑一人疼一人去改错 

满脑子只有失败回忆在绕 

你也无时无刻的在寻解脱 

该放下倔强把抱负给减少 

因为你的责任感是太狂扩 

所以请你再次听我唠叨地说
 

有时候 你并不需过独立磨练 

你看看 我们仍然在你的身边 

所以你 不要把悲伤藏在一边 

眼泪流 不代表有弱者在面前 

如果你 不要弱的一面被看见 

那也能 闭眼把你哭当成谣言 

只是我 希望烦恼留在我肩膀 

微笑吧 理想的快乐将会实现

雨后的彩虹是你哭后的笑容

Venus & Mars

In the books they say venus is a lady created for the arts

But when I see you I swear venus has landed safely in my heart

This was the first to line of the start of a simple confession

However the outcome was far from the imagined ideal situation

As now I'm here running after you trying to let you see my light

While you tell me that I must be dreaming of a sun in the night

Implying out loud that I'm out of mind and maybe blind to the truth

That I would never be known as the man beside your beautiful youth

Wait hold up

Oh shut up

Hey girl don't tell me that I'm blind.

No it is stupidity and you combined

Cause you don't get this feeling filling me

I don't get why I get you to like me

Girl can't you tell what kind of man I am inside?

If only I'm able to survive the outside

Give me a chance and I'll definitely prove my point

Your smile is like the gentle breeze on a hot summer

Providing the much needed relief from my burning desire

Before disappearing and making me face the heat alone

The friction of a one way track always will be rougher

Still I belief in the hope and bright side of our future love

I just need you to really see the honest heart within me

Then maybe you will say yes to the start of our fantasy.

The reason you compared me to the heat of summer

It is because I'm too hot for a minor from Mars to handle.

Clear your head and take a good look in the mirror

Cause it definitely showed you that I'm out of your league.

Accept the simple truth little boy and get your act together

Maybe now you will finally comprehend reality's picture

Then maybe this goddess from Venus will be free from torture.

Wait hold up

Oh shut up

Hey girl don't tell me that I'm blind.

No it is stupidity and you combined

Cause you don't get this feeling filling me

I don't get why I get you to like me

Girl can't you tell what kind of man I am inside?

If only I'm able to survive the outside

Give me a chance and I'll definitely prove my point

Trust me girl, it is what I am inside that really matters

Give me a chance and you'll know I'm much stronger

Than what you conjure up from looking at my cover

Take a leap of faith and you'll see that we are for the better

Cause my sincerity and love will never allow you to suffer

You boys talk a whole lot, but all a bunch of liars

No way will I allow you to be one of love's murderer

So wake up and save your pretty little talk scripted by Mars

No amount of sugar will grant you a place under my shelter

Hence stop all these unnecessary act of a sore loser

Wait a moment, hear me out

Girl don't tell me that I'm ignorant, 

I'm just chasing with the drive derived from my love's pure innocence

I'm not living an illusion by confessing

I'm just expressing in words the act of me reaching for our sweet beginning

So girl it is not I who is blind

It isn't stupidity and me combined that has clouded my mind 

Cause you don't get this feeling inside

Girl let me show you the kind of man I am inside 

Give me a chance and I'll definitely prove my point

I'm Just Saying

Hello there little child of mine
Love and joy somehow comes with this lingering sense of insecurities and blues
Guess this is how it is when one is drowning under the strength of 'lost without a clue.'
The complicated foreign language of adulthood undoubtedly arrived too soon.
Now I look upon your face, with apologetic eyes as I say,Hello there what am I to do.
Foolish me, how can a baby teach a child to evade and solve her impending doom
I should be the one reaching out and sheltering you from reality's gloom
Determination to overcome any bad forecast make me believe there is no tomb
All a matter of whether I am willing to change this bad luck that looms


Cause it is only a slip-up in a teenage dream
But those pretty words simply imply things weren't meant to or planned to be like this.
With education, my actions aren't termed as a misjudgement as it was pure ignorance
Which had held the upper hand in my mind due to those moment of sweet 'innocence'.
I may be a silly little girl that time but nothing will sway this decision of mine
I'm saying cheers to those disapproval unsympathetic prejudice eyes
Cause one day somehow in someway I'm beating my self-imposed hardship of life.


Hello there shaking heads
Questions flowing, brows cringing,it really isn't that hard to understand?
This was what had occurred and these are consequences to be comprehend
So how about stay to lend a helping hand instead of whispering behind one's back.
Oh right, my bad,How could I had forgotten about that tiny little fact
Blood is thicker than water is only applicable for those sentences with a bail
Shut your eyes and cover your ears, focus only on my breathing and what I'm saying.
Ignore them, my boy, do not know their ugly words, just like those minor holes in our sail.
Because soon enough, we shall and would be basking in glory that I shall be attaining
Don't be fooled,this could all just be another round of wishful thinking,I'm just saying


Cause it is only a slip-up in a teenage dream
But those pretty words simply imply things weren't meant to or planned to be like this.
With education, my actions aren't termed as a misjudgement as it was pure ignorance
Which had held the upper hand in my mind due to those moment of sweet 'innocence'.
I may be a silly little girl that time but nothing will sway this decision of mine
I'm saying cheers to those disapproval unsympathetic prejudice eyes
Cause one day somehow in someway I'm beating my self-imposed hardship of life.


Hello there, little boy of mine.
I'm fully aware of the truth that I'm looking at your beautiful face at the wrong time.
But I will take the burden of showing both of us some form of hope's eluding light
As I stand firm in what I believe and reach out towards my one true selfish spotlight
Don't worry my love, we shall be free from statistics cause there is no everlasting night
So hear me sing this song to you as we prepare for the uphill slope against life


Cause this is only a slip-up in my teenage dream
Yes,those pretty words do not imply things weren't meant to or planned to be like this.
With education, my actions are termed as a misjudgement as it isn't pure ignorance
Which had held the upper hand in my mind during those moment of sweet 'innocence'.
I was not a silly little girl that time and nothing will sway this decision of mine
I'm saying cheers to those disapproval unsympathetic prejudice eyes
Cause one day somehow in someway I'm beating His evil imposed of hardship in my life.

Words and Only Words

Song/Tune: 放了自己

Artist: 魔幻力量 

A shameful lowered gaze 

As regrets and guilt, wraps the heart in an endless cry

Hence I’m here to apologize 

For all the failures that made those smiling words become nothing but a lie

I may wish for all to change, but it won’t

What can I do? What should I do? 

How can I move on with you in the blues 

All those memories, all the promise

Is there no win-win situation?

Cause I can’t believe, that all there is 

Is for me to proceed thou knowing you’re alone

Why can’t I give you something more than another pile of words 

For you to claim as your own?

The rest have proceeded on just fine 

While I’m left with a facade

To continue with this life

I remember that day like yesterday

Where my hands could only reach and grab nothing but the cold air of goodbye

What can I do? What should I do? 

How can I move on with you in the blues 

All those memories, all the promise

Is there no win-win situation?

Cause I can’t believe, that all there is 

Is for me to proceed thou knowing you’re alone

Why can’t I give you something more than another pile of words 

For you to claim as your own?

I don’t want this. I really hate this

But reality is forcing me that way

What should I do? What can I do?

Can someone provide the answers?

I miss you so. I still want you.

Won’t the truth let you come back with a smile 

To tell me that the road ahead in the end will be fine 

Cause you are still beside

Ultimately, the facts states

That once again, I’ve left you with words and only words.

(Sorry...)

A Shade of Grey

Normally one is one and is simply isn't meant for two or more

But what happens when old conventions are unwillingly torn 

Am I then a specimen that holds only things that went wrong

Whatever happened to fighting past one's flaws and be strong

To stand firm in your own individuality and brace life's storm

Are differences that prominent to cause friendliness to be gone

Can't the similarities hold greater importance hence focused upon

Why does the bad have the upper-hand while the rest are forgone

With a plain mirror, I'm clearly able to see all of my well-kept flaws

As if innocently reflects the parts that are owned but don't belong

Don't anyone spare a thought for the sadness within nature's outlaws?

It wasn't as if I asked for my complicated complexities to be prolonged

Even if I wish to be optimistic about the hard truth, I'm no great moron.

I know that it is easier to sail with the current than be a modern day icon

But I'm placed in this unfortunate predicament that I can't withdraw from

So what else can I do but to stay true to honestly live my life and strive on

A shade of grey isn't as beautiful as the colors of a rainbow in the sky.

A shade of grey owns no space, only goodbyes from either sides

Stranded on unwanted island as I become part of those kicked aside

To point out the flaw of the unknown becoming the unacceptable

To convince that the unacceptable is merely fear of the acceptable

To make the unacceptable to become part of the understandable 

Knowing more about society, feeling emotions like a normal person

Yet diagnosed as an outcast. Isn't it such a contradicting condition

One mutated cell is ignored but people know about death sentence of cancer

Wouldn't it be great to disregard the fact that the majority is only evident numbers.

Yet the hard truth remains, proving that one's distaste will never take a slumber

That prejudices came from an opinion that become a harsh standard judgement 

Can't differences be taken into consideration as some sort of surprise development

Instead of being treated as something abnormal, a form of life's cruel entertainment

I place faith in love with my optimism otherwise known as an idealistic movement.

Maybe someday in someway all that I hoped and wished for this world to be true.

That the majority will be swayed and allowed us to have some sort of a break through.

A shade of grey isn't as beautiful as the colors of a rainbow in the sky.

A shade of grey owns no space, only goodbyes from either sides

Stranded on unwanted island as I become part of those kicked aside

To point out the flaw of the unknown becoming the unacceptable

To convince that the unacceptable is merely fear of the acceptable

To make the unacceptable to become part of the understandable 

Knowing more about society, feeling emotions like a normal person

Yet diagnosed as an outcast. Isn't it such a contradicting condition

Because God had decided that this is how my body shall be contoured.

Frustrations with confusions brilliantly edges my sanity and mind offshore

Making all my hard work in life seem to crash and burn straight to the floor.

Is reality really that different? Is acceptance just at the near-by visible shore?

Am I deluding my own sight, masking away the truth that there is really no cure.

That no matter how sincere or genuine I am, in the other's eyes I'm only a sore.

That my doings only serve as inspiration for fictional authors and nothing more?

Will somebody ever tell us that we're perfect without going through any 'restore'?

A shade of grey isn't as beautiful as the colors of a rainbow in the sky.

A shade of grey owns no space, only goodbyes from either sides

Stranded on unwanted island as I become part of those kicked aside

To point out the flaw of the unknown becoming the unacceptable

To convince that the unacceptable is merely fear of the acceptable

To make the unacceptable to become part of the understandable 

Knowing more about society, feeling emotions like a normal person

Yet diagnosed as an outcast. Isn't it such a contradicting condition

I'm a spot in the hidden splashes of grey. Part of those indirectly tossed away.

However with every little gratefulness in me, my acts would not be swayed.

Cause I'm riding against the tide, forging a small step in the ideal righteous way.

Cupid's Blind Arrow

Slowly taking steps in forging our bridge through immense bickering and forced meetings

Although my words don't always turn out as beautiful as I had intended through thinking.

However I am trying to understand why is it that my heart beats in the palm of your hand

I am making the effort in trying to decipher the workings of your unique pituitary gland

Foolishly trying, only to obtain your spare thought for me worth no more than five minute.

Sadly this brilliantly intellectual brain of mine, struck by love, is incapable of stopping it

This is so unlike me but what can I do against the puzzling stronghold on me by something.

This thing that is so baffling and indescribable that is controlling a special being's feeling.

We're supposed to be too far from understanding. If venus and mars weren't far enough

We may add class,social,wealth and many more so that things gets way more tough.

There are so many questions and wonders how it is that cupid misaimed that badly

My limit is the Karman line yet the blind arrow made me view Earth's mantle happily

Maybe I was right, maybe the sunflower was right maybe I am mental all over again

All these curiosities and willingness to learn more about the spectrum of other's pain.

Yet now all I want is to comprehend how one could handle living under that shabby roof.

Yet now all I can ponder about is how to get my all to accommodate your every move.

I'm not this man, I'm the CEO that stands for a certified executive obnoxious gentleman.

However you're spinning my head round even though I'm trying to protect your perfect tan.

You just don't get that the uneducated's violent tendency can't win the wealth of the witch.

Can't you just see the truth behind the lies spun to strangle my mum till she can't even twitch

Didn't anyone taught you that every warfare has to have an appropriate strategy to win?

At times you're the unreasonable designer blaming her downfalls on the innocent mannequin

I should be fuming yet I'm attracted to your beauty while you're rudely glaring at my face

To make things more perculiar I'm fantasizing about seeing that look. I must be insane.

We're supposed to be too far from understanding. If venus and mars weren't far enough

We may add class,social,wealth and many more so that things gets way more tough.

There are so many questions and wonders how it is that cupid misfired that badly

My limit is the Karman line yet the blind arrow made me view Earth's mantle happily

Maybe I was right, maybe the sunflower was right maybe I am mental all over again

All these curiosities and willingness to learn more about the spectrum of other's pain.

Yet now all I want is to comprehend how one could handle living under that shabby roof.

Yet now all I can ponder about is how to get my all to accommodate your every move.

Such a strenuous adventure is way too much for a demanding claustrophobic to bear.

You say that I'm too arrogantly perfect hence I'll disappear as soon as the last page is read.

Let me rebut your assumption as no perfect man would go the extra mile for your smile.

No perfectionist would be doing all the things he hate that you love just to fit one girl's style.

So stop going against me. Stop hitting me in the shin. Stop talking sweetly to other men.

Cause no perfect fairytale prince will be this jealous nor make you cry every now and then.

Open your eyes cause you did something strange that stole my heart and I couldn't defend

Just stop messing around and be my little mermaid minus the disappearing act at the end?

We're supposed to be too far from understanding. If venus and mars weren't far enough

We may add class,social,wealth and many more so that things gets way more tough.

There are so many questions and wonders how it is that cupid misfired that badly

My limit is the Karman line yet the blind arrow made me view Earth's mantle happily

Maybe I was right, maybe the sunflower was right maybe I am mental all over again

All these curiosities and willingness to learn more about the spectrum of other's pain.

Yet now all I want is to comprehend how one could handle living under that shabby roof.

Yet now all I can ponder about is how to get my all to accommodate your every move.

You are such a pain that is so strange that I can't help but fell amazed and fall in love with.

Thus I'm outright begging for the rights to be your mermaid to make reality a living myth.

You say there is an ending in our love, I'll confidentially reply our love isn't bubble foam

Cause this love that was deemed to fail under life's pressure is the base of our future home.

So shut up. Follow your heart. Grab my hand. Kiss my lips and tell me that you love me.

Mistaken Identity

I see the dead end approaching yet I fully know I'm not turning.

Wishes to be slamming with a mighty impact to finally hear the beeping.

Nothing in my view seems to be logical. My eyes are clearly deceiving.

My taken heart is mysteriously still pumping, allowing me to be still breathing.

Somehow the brakes were step upon by the sheer power of someone's praying.

Why am I sitting here comtemplating why God isn't done with his pranking?

I shouldn't be blaming nor accusing. It is love that made me a perfect blind working.

Now the dirt cleared and the vision back to normal, I cry at what I'm seeing.

Then while tearing I remembered your cruel line of how you've stopped loving.

This is what you meant by you loved me?

Is there not even an ounce of credit given to any of our memory?

Is this love you had when you're happily out the door after inflicting such a great tragedy?

This is what you meant by you care?

By teaching me the cruel fact that actually love is my enemy?

By showing me the blizzard of summer, leaving me alone to shiver uncontrollably?

This is your so called love?

Love that has me struggling with the simple task of living.

Locking arms with another so quickly, saying that it was a case of mistaken identity.

I'm not moving on, just counting down the remanding time that God has kindly left on

One walking corpse that had love ripped apart and the heart beaten by a brilliant con.

Yet everyone is just talking and focusing on the fact that time had come and gone.

All wondering why this prick is stubbornly playing the role of a withdrawn moron.

Even though my lost pride wants to argue that my uselessness has been foregone. 

The pathetic truth is that I'm stuck in our past and can't let bygones be bygones.

You see stupidity won and I am still tearing, seeing that same wall at the brink of dawn

Sorry to disturbed but God exactly, under my name, what had you cautiously drawn?

Then while tearing I remembered how you had left me with only failures to look upon.

So this is what you meant by you loved me.

With not even a single bit of credit given to any of our memory?

This is the love you had when you said your crocodile tears goodbye to start my tragedy?

This is what you meant by you care?

By teaching me the cruel truth that actually love is my enemy?

By showing me the blizzard of summer, leaving me alone to tremble uncontrollably?

This is your so called love?

Love that has me struggling with the simple task of living.

Locking arms with another so quickly, saying that it was a case of mistaken identity.

They say with time,one will find back their righteous meaning to continue walking.

Then how much time is needed just for the pain to start reaching the point of subsiding.

Cause every minute that goes by I can only find myself reeling while reminiscing.

Why did I smiled and let you go when I clearly know I'll be painfully regretting?

I shouldn't have agreed to the crazy start of my self-imposed avalanche of hurting.

How could you just happily move on although you fully know that I'm suffering?

So this is what you meant by you loved me.

With not even a single  bit of credit given to any of our memory?

This is the love you had when you said your crocodile tears goodbye to start my tragedy?

This is what you meant by you care?

By teaching me the cruel truth that actually lo ve is my enemy?

By showing me the blizzard of summer, leaving me alone to tremble uncontrollably?

This is your so called love?

Love that has me struggling with the simple task of living.

Locking arms with another so quickly, saying that I was a case of mistaken identity.

追错

生活是一种十分吃力的过程 

不断的牺牲和努力只是基本

匆匆忙忙的照着话度过人生

但从不疑问着传下来的想法

满脑只担心不照着话的惩罚

沉浸了盲目寻找辛福的调查

所以才会

顾赤的把圆圈当现实的折线

假装耳聋坚持不顾逻辑的劝

不肯放弃着没意义的怀习惯

心和脑早被固执掌握在手中

所以才会再三的望错方向冲

为了面子而不认错误的沉重

完美是否已经是遗失的美好

难道从头到尾早被判断跌倒

只因为讨厌任何改变而选逃

我们狂疯的喷跑是抵达哪里

到了哪里空气仍然还是空气

一直找不该只为了感到心急

所以为何

顾赤的把圆圈当现实的折线

假装耳聋坚持不顾逻辑的劝

不肯放弃着没意义的怀习惯

心和脑早被固执掌握在手中

所以才会再三的望错方向冲

为了面子而不认错误的沉重

书本上描述的可触知的快乐

到底他们写的谎言在哪藏着

不段的摔将会把周围变乌黑

可是这种一人的狂疯是很累

因为累和泪将会把自己崩溃

到头来追到的道理是人很脆

所以不该

顾赤的把圆圈当现实的折线

假装耳聋坚持不顾逻辑的劝

不肯放弃着没意义的怀习惯

心和脑早被固执掌握在手中

所以才会再三的望错方向冲

为了面子而不认错误的沉重

雨天的再见

我们初次见面 哪场面我记得

雨好大天很暗但你笑容带来欢乐

座位依然没变 我早就坐好了

我仍然相信你的承诺等你的到来

是你说了再见 为和还没到呢

对面椅子只好装着我对你的期待

让我继续假装我还没被真相打败

可是我懂得哭着等着

你我在人间内不可能有所该变的

时间坚持的再劝放弃对你的诚恳

原因残酷的在前飘着

但我就是会回来这 让别人说我疯

而你只躺在棺材里 让我全内里疼

这就是你所说的再见

一种再也见不到你的笑容的再见

时间不停转流 不顾遗失的福

他们能但我不愿熟悉没你的感觉

不该自我折磨 往下现实的路

但我仍然是不肯放弃天真的幻觉

伤口不是秘密 回忆中有失去

每天清醒也没有包含麻痹的解脱

美好的生活会不会就这样的错过

我还是懂着哭着等着

你我在人间内不可能有所该变的

时间坚持的再劝放弃对你的诚恳

原因残酷的在前飘着

但我就是会回来这 让别人称呼疯

而你只躺在棺材里 让我全内里疼

这就是你所说的再见

一种再也见不到你的人影的再见

我们初次碰到 你应该记得吧

雨好大天很暗但你笑容带来光亮

此刻也下大雨 感觉差别太大

当时一样的画面理解的分担悲伤

我是清楚的哭着等着

你我在人间内不可能有所该变的

时间坚持的再劝放弃对你的诚恳

原因残酷的在前飘着

但我就是会回来这 让别人称呼疯

而你只躺在棺材里 让我全内里疼

这就是你所说的再见

一种再也见不到你的人影的再见

Can You Smile

What happened to you staying till you walk me down the aisle.

Was it a lie to make your little fool believe and smile?

That act is too brutal for a child to accept.

I thought you were mature yet you left me with tears to be wept

Will I get over this trauma that you left?

And can you smile?

After knowing that what you wanted destroyed a little girl

Making her innocent world become nothing but a blur

And can you smile?

When  your swift and flawed movements out the family door

Left your little girl blending in with the cold floor? 

Was it the tenth or the eleventh when you walked away suddenly

Was it the words or your actions, that gave the fatal blow

Why can't I remember all those little facts?

Weren't those forced on directly thou I had screamed out no?

Will I ever recover from such an attack?

And can you smile?

After knowing that what you wanted destroyed a little girl

Making her innocent world become nothing but a blur

And can you smile?

When your swift and flawed movements out the family door

Left your little girl blending in with the cold floor.

Yes its true, one man shouldn't dictate my outlook on life

But it is my dad that stab me with the family knife

The warmth of home was realized to be a lie

When a child of only ten was pondering with the question why

Will I ever look back and not cry?

{Sadly even after all the cruelty this heart still seeks after you

You who just disappeared for something new (How could you.)

Well done on your breakthrough that left me stranded

Swimming around in unknown waters wounded. (How are you?)

The blood that connects makes my heart twirl senselessly

When will you help get the light out of this insanity. (Where are you?)

I'm asking you to be that man of guidance that I need politely

Or at least attempt to practice some logical thinking} 

Oh Come Back Please

How can you smile?

After knowing that what you wanted destroyed a little girl

Making her innocent world become nothing but a blur

And can you smile?

When your swift and flawed movements out the family door

Left your little girl alone bleeding on the cold floor.

One-sided

I know about him and your pain

I've seen those tears drop in the rain.

Yet all I can do is watch with clenched fist

Wishing for it to subside like a mist

As am still I not the one

Cause I know you miss him

And That you wish to be hold in only his embrace

Cause at the end of the day, It isn't I 

that you term to have your special place

So

I'm just standing, hopelessly praying

That maybe somehow someday 

you'll see this fool waiting

That will never stop looking out for you and your crying

Besides what else can I do

When I've been living far too long in this dream

In this one-sided romance that I'm still believing

Hence lets not be a wet bucket to stupidity's victory

I'm happily basking in all its futile glory

Illusions of an accurate cupid's arrow

Is as true as that pot of gold at the end of a rainbow

But this view is to be considered pretty 

In the place not called reality.

Yes I know about him and his flaws

And that you will always be blinded to it all.

Cause your heart beats by his cruel hands 

Those controlling hands that I'm unable to understand

But I will not be the one you that seek for

Cause you will always be drawn to him and that danger door

Cause at the end of the day,It isn't I 

who have the ability to shake you to your core.

Hence  

I'm just standing, hopelessly praying

That maybe somehow someday

you'll see this fool waiting

That will never stop loving you and you smiling

Besides what else can I do

When I've been living far too long in this dream

In this one sided romance that I'm living

Hence lets not be a wet bucket to stupidity's victory

I'm happily basking in all its futile glory

Illusions of an accurate cupid's arrow

Is as true as that pot of gold at the end of a rainbow

But this view is to be considered pretty 

In the place not called reality.

Once again I'm by your side

His win by a landslide

Is effectively tearing both of our insides

There are droplets falling down

Thus we can't see clearly

Making love shift in the knife to kill us slowly

Thats why we are both soon to be left with

stitches and bruises from our self inflicted beating

As we had continued to trust in our silly myth

That lie that gave us a heart still aching

Yet 

We're just standing, hopelessly praying

That maybe somehow someday the other will see

That we'll never stop loving even with all the hurting

Besides what else can we do

When we've been living far too long in this cage

In this one sided romance that is destroying 

Hence lets not be a wet bucket to stupidity's victory

After all we're happily basking in all its futile glory

Illusions of an accurate cupid's arrow

Is as true as that pot of gold at the end of a rainbow

But this view is to be considered pretty 

In the place not called reality.

Sadly we still live in reality