Beside(s)

No flower would bloom when the seed isn't planted

The bridge can't be crossed unless a first step is taken

No future can be predicted as proven by miracles 

And acknowledgement without action is just mere words

Annoyingly fear surrounds my outlook on the future

Refuting the claims of how years will make one more mature

Thus secretly with an outstretched hand approaching

Upfront playing the role of friendship to the best of my ability

Smiling at me,you proudly brag about how I'm the best friend

Smiling at you, my heart begins to fix the unintentional dent

Yet day by day I'm still wearing the label 

That allows me to be that emotionally conflicting close by

In time only regret will remain behind

Still I'm always only frantically for the courage to break free

Wasting all these precious crucial time

Honestly girl, I do have a thousand ways of confessing to you

Words that will convey and make you sway

Followed by actions that will definitely make you so gay 

Eyes sparkles with the confession hidden within

Only quick glimpse are exchanged between you and me

My mouth remains shut, the voice still too timid.

As fear of rejection and losing you altogether controls me

Watching the world spin by, with you beside

We continue to sit at our usual spot, an inch of separation in between

The desired clouds and love fantasy

Confidently I can state that with us all that will be a reality

Yet my tongue is on lockdown 

With a shut mouth once again, I'm courage's letdown

Struggling in my role as the conflicted

Trying to search for the answer that will go past the depicted

The best excuse in concluding

Is to say that rejection will leave me with nothing but nothing

Internally I had irresponsibly made an excuse that love is the sickness

Internally hating the fact that I'm only reaching due to my weakness

Yet day by day I'm still wearing the label 

That allows me to be that emotionally conflicting close by

In time only regret will remain behind

Still I'm always only frantically for the courage to break free

Wasting all these precious crucial time

Honestly girl, I do have a thousand ways of confessing to you

Words that will convey and make you sway

Followed by actions that will definitely make you so gay 

Eyes sparkles with the confession hidden within

Only quick glimpse are exchanged between you and me

My mouth remains shut, the voice still too timid.

As fear of rejection and losing you altogether controls me

Watching the world spin by, with you beside

We continue to sit at our usual spot, an inch of separation in between

You talk about another crook

Simultaneously anxiety and relief washes over this fool

I only offer my shoulder and a listening ear

As the act of you snuggling in my arms quietly disappears

Cause the timing of when the friend would offer

Has once again, gone by without a single murmurer 

Your head casually leans on me 

If I could I would but I didn't hence we're staying in that position

Silently you try to gather back your temporary lost happiness.

Silently I'm stuck with searching for my permanently lost senses. 

Yet day by day I'm still wearing the label 

That allows me to be that emotionally conflicting close by

In time only regret will remain behind

Still I'm always only frantically for the courage to break free

Wasting all these precious crucial time

Honestly girl, I do have a thousand ways of confessing to you

Words that will convey and make you sway

Followed by actions that will definitely make you so gay 

Eyes sparkles with the confession hidden within

Only quick glimpse are exchanged between you and me

My mouth remains shut, the voice still too timid.

As fear of rejection and losing you altogether controls me

Watching the world spin by, with you beside

We continue to sit at our usual spot, an inch of separation in between

Staying true in being that friend that is always beside

But never close enough to have you only by my side

微笑

我不懂 你今是否躲在哪里 

只知道 现实又再次不公平 

这样慌 可能只在浪费力气 

不停找 但你还是下落不明 

焦急心 使我思考只出问题 

慢下来 试着冷静地再细想 

所拥有 只是我慌张的心思 

只拥有 想对你说出口的真情

有时候 你并不需过独立磨练

你看看 我们仍然在你的身边 

所以你 不要把悲伤藏在一边 

眼泪流 不代表有弱者在面前 

如果你 不要弱的一面被看见 

那我能 闭眼把你哭当成谣言 

烦恼留 在我肩膀心情变好先

微笑吧 理想的快乐将会实现

旁观者 不能减轻你的负担 

旁观者 只能试着让你改观 

使用话 赶出你心里的阴暗

就是我 所能做的残酷极限 

坦率说 话是不能解决困难 

更何况 听到的是糟糕语言 

但期望 真实的尝试被发现

请相信 你将会走在平安路线

有时候 你并不需过独立磨练 

你看看 我们仍然在你的身边 

所以你 不要把悲伤藏在一边 

眼泪流 不代表有弱者在面前 

如果你 不要弱的一面被看见 

那也能 闭眼把你哭当成谣言 

只是我 希望你烦恼留在我肩

微笑吧 理想的快乐将会实现

一人撑一人疼一人去改错 

满脑子只有失败回忆在绕 

你也无时无刻的在寻解脱 

该放下倔强把抱负给减少 

因为你的责任感是太狂扩 

所以请你再次听我唠叨地说
 

有时候 你并不需过独立磨练 

你看看 我们仍然在你的身边 

所以你 不要把悲伤藏在一边 

眼泪流 不代表有弱者在面前 

如果你 不要弱的一面被看见 

那也能 闭眼把你哭当成谣言 

只是我 希望烦恼留在我肩膀 

微笑吧 理想的快乐将会实现

雨后的彩虹是你哭后的笑容

Venus & Mars

In the books they say venus is a lady created for the arts

But when I see you I swear venus has landed safely in my heart

This was the first to line of the start of a simple confession

However the outcome was far from the imagined ideal situation

As now I'm here running after you trying to let you see my light

While you tell me that I must be dreaming of a sun in the night

Implying out loud that I'm out of mind and maybe blind to the truth

That I would never be known as the man beside your beautiful youth

Wait hold up

Oh shut up

Hey girl don't tell me that I'm blind.

No it is stupidity and you combined

Cause you don't get this feeling filling me

I don't get why I get you to like me

Girl can't you tell what kind of man I am inside?

If only I'm able to survive the outside

Give me a chance and I'll definitely prove my point

Your smile is like the gentle breeze on a hot summer

Providing the much needed relief from my burning desire

Before disappearing and making me face the heat alone

The friction of a one way track always will be rougher

Still I belief in the hope and bright side of our future love

I just need you to really see the honest heart within me

Then maybe you will say yes to the start of our fantasy.

The reason you compared me to the heat of summer

It is because I'm too hot for a minor from Mars to handle.

Clear your head and take a good look in the mirror

Cause it definitely showed you that I'm out of your league.

Accept the simple truth little boy and get your act together

Maybe now you will finally comprehend reality's picture

Then maybe this goddess from Venus will be free from torture.

Wait hold up

Oh shut up

Hey girl don't tell me that I'm blind.

No it is stupidity and you combined

Cause you don't get this feeling filling me

I don't get why I get you to like me

Girl can't you tell what kind of man I am inside?

If only I'm able to survive the outside

Give me a chance and I'll definitely prove my point

Trust me girl, it is what I am inside that really matters

Give me a chance and you'll know I'm much stronger

Than what you conjure up from looking at my cover

Take a leap of faith and you'll see that we are for the better

Cause my sincerity and love will never allow you to suffer

You boys talk a whole lot, but all a bunch of liars

No way will I allow you to be one of love's murderer

So wake up and save your pretty little talk scripted by Mars

No amount of sugar will grant you a place under my shelter

Hence stop all these unnecessary act of a sore loser

Wait a moment, hear me out

Girl don't tell me that I'm ignorant, 

I'm just chasing with the drive derived from my love's pure innocence

I'm not living an illusion by confessing

I'm just expressing in words the act of me reaching for our sweet beginning

So girl it is not I who is blind

It isn't stupidity and me combined that has clouded my mind 

Cause you don't get this feeling inside

Girl let me show you the kind of man I am inside 

Give me a chance and I'll definitely prove my point

I'm Just Saying

Hello there little child of mine
Love and joy somehow comes with this lingering sense of insecurities and blues
Guess this is how it is when one is drowning under the strength of 'lost without a clue.'
The complicated foreign language of adulthood undoubtedly arrived too soon.
Now I look upon your face, with apologetic eyes as I say,Hello there what am I to do.
Foolish me, how can a baby teach a child to evade and solve her impending doom
I should be the one reaching out and sheltering you from reality's gloom
Determination to overcome any bad forecast make me believe there is no tomb
All a matter of whether I am willing to change this bad luck that looms


Cause it is only a slip-up in a teenage dream
But those pretty words simply imply things weren't meant to or planned to be like this.
With education, my actions aren't termed as a misjudgement as it was pure ignorance
Which had held the upper hand in my mind due to those moment of sweet 'innocence'.
I may be a silly little girl that time but nothing will sway this decision of mine
I'm saying cheers to those disapproval unsympathetic prejudice eyes
Cause one day somehow in someway I'm beating my self-imposed hardship of life.


Hello there shaking heads
Questions flowing, brows cringing,it really isn't that hard to understand?
This was what had occurred and these are consequences to be comprehend
So how about stay to lend a helping hand instead of whispering behind one's back.
Oh right, my bad,How could I had forgotten about that tiny little fact
Blood is thicker than water is only applicable for those sentences with a bail
Shut your eyes and cover your ears, focus only on my breathing and what I'm saying.
Ignore them, my boy, do not know their ugly words, just like those minor holes in our sail.
Because soon enough, we shall and would be basking in glory that I shall be attaining
Don't be fooled,this could all just be another round of wishful thinking,I'm just saying


Cause it is only a slip-up in a teenage dream
But those pretty words simply imply things weren't meant to or planned to be like this.
With education, my actions aren't termed as a misjudgement as it was pure ignorance
Which had held the upper hand in my mind due to those moment of sweet 'innocence'.
I may be a silly little girl that time but nothing will sway this decision of mine
I'm saying cheers to those disapproval unsympathetic prejudice eyes
Cause one day somehow in someway I'm beating my self-imposed hardship of life.


Hello there, little boy of mine.
I'm fully aware of the truth that I'm looking at your beautiful face at the wrong time.
But I will take the burden of showing both of us some form of hope's eluding light
As I stand firm in what I believe and reach out towards my one true selfish spotlight
Don't worry my love, we shall be free from statistics cause there is no everlasting night
So hear me sing this song to you as we prepare for the uphill slope against life


Cause this is only a slip-up in my teenage dream
Yes,those pretty words do not imply things weren't meant to or planned to be like this.
With education, my actions are termed as a misjudgement as it isn't pure ignorance
Which had held the upper hand in my mind during those moment of sweet 'innocence'.
I was not a silly little girl that time and nothing will sway this decision of mine
I'm saying cheers to those disapproval unsympathetic prejudice eyes
Cause one day somehow in someway I'm beating His evil imposed of hardship in my life.