i'm glad

hey there i know what you said

don't forget i saw his arms

around you that day

so don't look at me with

those guilty filled eyes

cause it was me that chose 

this path for us instead

cause baby 

i'm glad you're back in my life

even thou i may not call you mine

i'm still glad you're back in my life

cause we can still talk and laugh

all through the night

darling you don't need to feel 

convicted of much

just trust me and be yourself 

like today

cause with time, i promise you

i will be fine

cause baby 

i'm glad you're back in my life

even thou i may not call you mine

i'm still glad you're back in my life

cause we can still talk and laugh

all through the night

the stings and pain short lived 

but do know that i still wouldn't leave

cause baby 

i'm glad you're back in my life

even thou i may not call you mine

i'm still glad you're back in my life

cause we can still talk and laugh

all through the night

Nightmare

It started off really simple
like the stories of ordinary people
We were strangers,friends then lovers
No one understood nor sang the same tune
But soon reality became what it is worth
Soon we parted ways just like their conclusions

Ever had this nightmare?

Where
You are trying but always reaching
Intentions of flying is merely falling
The power of love now the past
Nothing seems right nor real
The pain is just on reply
Mocking the delusional ones

I close my eyes and feel no peace
They say to treat her right and justify my love
Was to release the strings and just feel the pain
But yet now all i see is the hurt in me
With nothing else, no comfort, no warmth
Is this how righteous and self sacrificing men
had always felt?

Isn't this like a nightmare?

Where
You are trying but always reaching
Intentions of flying is merely falling
The power of love now the past
Nothing seems right nor real
The pain is just on reply
Mocking the delusional ones

But don't you know, that i still hold some hope
That maybe the cruel truth becomes happy lies
Maybe the Gods or the interpreter were mistaken
That maybe this was a just a trail to our success

Fact is just stuck in this nightmare

Where
I am trying but always just reaching
Intentions of flying is merely falling
The power of love now the past
Nothing seems right nor real
The pain is just on reply
Mocking the delusional me

Ecstasy

Others carried around disapproval
The world clearly shook it's head
Yet foolish me,thought about truths of  love
'Impossible' a word of ghost stories told
The phrase of love conquering all
Was the outright illusion i held dear
Like a ignorant child,i went along
With false pictures of possible future

Yet the happiness was so strong
You became my healthy ecstasy
Smiling became easier and natural
Simply cause i held your hand in mine
The glares and whispers insignificant
As our initials were marked on one another
I love you (more than it shows to all)

Sadly reality creeps in all the time
Sadly what i felt was strong enough
Cause even as the happiness remained
Reality targeted the conscious
The truth slowly breaking me down
Waving the white flag to the rest
Made me the fool but released you
To a better world

Even with happiness so strong
Despite you're my healthy ecstasy
Smiling became easier for deception
Simply cause i held your hand in mine
The glares and whispers now significant
As our initials were marked on one another
I love you (thus came the struggles)

Inner turmoil was an everyday irritation
Lies became more fluent with conviction
The unknowing plan to show all flaws
Became the sole goal of all interactions
Because even if i had a thousand reasons
None could beat the facts that laid in front
It was me against a better probability

Even with happiness so strong
Despite you're my healthy ecstasy
Smiling became easier for deception
Simply cause i held your hand in mine
The glares and whispers now significant
As our initials were marked on one another
I love you (thus I'm saying goodbye)

Hey!

Hey there pretty girl
don't look the other way
Hey there pretty girl
can't you see behind instead
the one that's a fool
the one that fell for you

if only i had the courage to say

I can't promise you no tears
but i'll try my best to dry them
I can't promise you always
but i'll rush when i'm not there
I can't promise you that i'm better
but i'll never stop trying my best
cause you've caught my heart
and i'll do anything for yes

Hey you,over there
stop trying to hold his hand
Hey you over there
don't you see these arms wide open?
the one that is patient
the one still hopeful

if only i had the guts to say

I can't promise you no tears
but i'll try my best to dry them
I can't promise you always
but i'll rush when i'm not there
I can't promise you that i'm better
but i'll never stop trying my best
cause you've caught my heart
and i'll do anything for yes

Hey i know
that this could be buried with me
Hey i know
that silence loses you

So i bulid the courage to say

I can't promise you no tears
but i'll try my best to dry them
I can't promise you always
but i'll rush when i'm not there
I can't promise you that i'm better
but i'll never stop trying my best
cause you've caught my heart
and i'll do anything for yes (say yes)

I'm Your Person

We came with nothing in hand
expectations never existed then
Familiarity but no recognition
Friendly greetings as sole communication
Strangers crossing one path

Yet look where we are now

So take my hand,listen carefully
when you're sad and the weather looks bad
when you're happy and jumping like a fool
when you're bored but feeling playful
no matter what the situation
i'm your person

Silence now isn't followed by awkwardness
Random actions no longer with shyness
Being ourselves at ease
Cause behind everything displayed and said
There will always be care and concern

Oh,look what we've become

So take my hand,listen carefully
when you're sad and the weather looks bad
when you're happy and jumping like a fool
when you're bored but feeling playful
no matter what the situation
i'm your person

While things shift without stopping
Love and life messing
around
Complication grows and innocence leaking

don't worry cause i'm still here

when you're sad and the weather looks bad
when you're happy and jumping like a fool
when you're bored but feeling playful
no matter what the situation
i'm your person

if you watch grey's anatomy you'll understand the heading

Mistake

everybody knows the end,when the curtain hits the floor
yet i choose to be oblivious to it all
even with the facts,i force myself to be blind
cause when it comes,you just don't now where to hide
they say time will repair,but the scar stares back
they say the past becomes memories,yet the pain feels so fresh.

guess it was my mistake in believing in your trash
it was my mistake to have faith in the myths of love
it was my mistake for being played
lastly it was my mistake for choosing you to love

everybody shook their head,but i went on with it
words spread with cold honesty,while i sank into fantasy
so many threw straitjackets and saving attempts, yet i lie under water
happy to be drowned instead

guess it was my mistake to be your fool time and time again
it was my mistake to have faith in optimistic ways
it was my mistake in believing in me
lastly it was my mistake for loving you more than you

everybody shouted and plead for the end of it all,
but they're unaware of involuntary state
waves past by,time slowed down
as i look around
i noticed 'tales of our lies'

guess it was my mistake to let myself fall
it was my mistake for boarding without checking
it was my mistake for oping and wishing
lastly it was my mistake for still loving you today

It Begins

It started simple,equipped with knowledge
of books and non about the future
you walked by and caught my eye
but i push the thought behind
after all you had another beside

don't get me wrong
i didn't fling you aside
i just went on with my silent goodbye
yet you were on reply and soon to be my wish

so here the story begin
the sweet one that may end with pain
but i'll treasure this and the now us
the smile on your face
the precious memories

then like the song
you were next to me and mine
on a temp contract which
i hope to burn
with my sincerity and heart

so here the story goes on
the sweet one that may end with hurt
but i'll treasure this and the now us
the smile on your face
the presious memories

hence here is my promise
for whatever that may lie ahead
don't forget about the small one
cause i'll always dry the tears
and give my all
till our last page is written

love you my shh

다시 만난 세계 (Into The New World)

Song/Tune-다시 만난 세계 (Into The New World)

Artist-소녀시대(SNSD)


I was confident,
so i left what i had behind
Never thinking that
loneliness would come by
I left comfort and threw worries
Focused on my dreams and
prayed for luck to shine on me

Despite all the optimism inside
weary and reality were winning
Oh the days were hard and fears
just keeps adding up
But i found all of us

Come and take my hand
and i will be there
No matter what comes at us
Trust me that we'll strong
and just keep moving on
So let's go,Soshi unite

Yes i do love the power of nine
To hell with what others may say
Just be firm and don't think too much
Pessimism bye now
Some may be nasty and mean to us
But don't forget the Sones love for us
Till the day we're gone
This bond will remain
Into the new world with love

Challenges,hardships and unknown future
awaits all of us to catch the brighter star
Whenever you're tired,please don't
forget i'm beside,cause we are one now

With this love,we are protected by each other
Gone with the lonely and sad days
Together with the Sones,our way to above
So lets go,Soshi unite

Yes i do love the power of nine
To hell with what others may say
Just be firm and don't think too much
Pessimism bye now
Some may be nasty and mean to us
But don't forget the Sones love for us
Till the day we're gone
This bond will remain
Into the new world with love

We pledge to support nine,all the way
spread the pink,to touch the life of all
To be good and caring fans forever

never swaying in our loyalty

Yes we do love the power of nine
To hell with what others may say
Just be firm and don't think too much
Pessimism bye now
Some may be nasty and mean to you
But don't forget the Sones love for you
Till the day you're gone
This bond will remain
Into the new world with love

Lies

Song/Tune-Lies
Artist-C.N.Blue

Oh
What did i do,
what did we do
such that we are no where away from ending
How did it become like this,
where the days are a reply
of our internal tears and your struggles
How did the sunshine
and hopes of  rainbows
suddenly disappear in an instance
With the simple word goodbye,
i understood

They say that nothing last forever (why can't we be nothing)
That 99 percent of things end (why can't we be the one percent)
So with that i was forced to accept the truth

All of  these lies,all of these lies
About everlasting love and magic
How do i,tell me,how do i
smile while seeing you slip away
All of these lies,all of these lies
are the promises made for you and me
Since you're leaving,then leave,don't tear for us

I sat there thinking
and looking pathetic
With my mind and body
already in conflict
Were we really beyond hope
but goodbye us

Guess reality won love (doesn't love conquer all?)
Peace comes from good deeds (but my tears are flowing)
Nonetheless i will be strong for you

All of these lies,all of these lies
About everlasting love and magic
How do i,tell me,how do i
smile while completely letting go
All of these lies,all of these lies
are the promises made for you and me
Since you're leaving,then leave,don't think

I still love you so much (yet i'm doing the opposite)
I'm releasing you from us (i'll stop the urge)
Time to close this chapter of my life

All of  these lies,all of these lies
about everlasting love and magic
How do i,tell me,how do i
smile while you are no longer beside
All of these lies,all of these lies
are the promises made for you and me
Since you're leaving,then leave
don't turn back,don't regret
Move on

When I Fall

Song/Tune-When I Fall
Artist-After School

Time travels along
With you,reality turns wonderful
Days goes by
Without you,it seems too boring
Kept in the dark
That is what, my intended words are
I wonder if you'll ever get me

Listen carefully,what my actions are spilling
Please use your charms,and give me the courage

When i fall,
i plunge straight through
Cause when i fall,
logic becomes illogical
If you only knew
what i'm yelling in my head,
that will be great
I'm falling in love with you

Changes occur
Due to,your glowing presence
When i'm with you,
i can't seem, to silent my heart
Even with all tukungtukkung
you still don't know that
I wanna call you my boo, my boo

When will i,
ever break through,those friendly eyes of your
Is it true?that i'm hard to read?

When i fall,
i plunge straight through
Cause when i fall,
logic becomes illogical
If you only knew
what i'm yelling in my head,
that will be great
I'm falling in love with you

What should i do now,
at this crossroad ahead
What should i do to
keep my heart intact
Oh will you be what,i want?
Or will you just walk away?
When you know the truth
How will you,response to all of this?

Will the suspense please leave
Will the courage inside arrive
When i fall,
i plunge straight through
Cause when i fall,
logic becomes illogical
If you only knew
what i'm yelling in my head,
that will be great
I'm falling in love with you

Kiss The Rain

Tune-Kiss The Rain
Artist-Yiruma

i'll never pull you down
i'll never hold you back
this is what i've said
but why must you make it hard
i never want to be
a burden to you
how could i bear to
when i love you

i'll never let you down
i'll never let you go
this is what i've said
before you broke it all
i couldn't keep my word
not cause i didn't want
but it was your tears
that words were words

so now i stand
alone here waiting
just hoping maybe you'll come back
and meet me at the house
but don't think i don't know
the odds are against me
i may have lost love
but not hope for love, you see

i'll never be the one
i'll never feel the same
that was what you said
before the door slammed at me
the joy remained with you
but has left me cold
tears were flowing down
while you walked away

i'll never let you down
i'll never let you go
this is what i've said
before you broke it all
i couldn't keep my word
not cause i didnt want
but it was your tears
that sealed my fate

so now i stand
alone still waiting
just hoping maybe you'll come back
and meet me at the house
but don't think i don't know
the odds are against me
i may have lost love
but not hope for love, you see

i'll never leave us
i'll never forget us
that was what i've said
before i burnt our photos
i kissed the rain last time
remembering our first time
cause i just had to
move on with life

i'll never let you down
i'll never let you go
this words i've said
before you broke it all
i couldn't keep my words
not cause i didnt want
but it was your tears
that scarred me

it is your smile
i'll not forget

말도 없이 (Without Words)

Song/Tune-말도 없이 (Without Words)
Artist-박신혜

I should have done that
I should have ignored it
like something i couldn't see
I shouldn't have looked at you at all
I should have run away
I should have acted like i didn't hear it
like something I couldn't hear.
I shouldn't have listened to love at all

Without a word, you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Coming without any words

Why does it hurts so much?
Why does it hurts continuously?
Except for the fact that I can't see you anymore
And that you are not here anymore
Otherwise, it's the same as before

Without a word, you let me know love
Without a word, you give me love
You made me even hold of your breath but you ran away like this
Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love tossed me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised on their own
Without a word, tears fall
Without a word, my heart breaks down

Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
I zoned out, I become a fool because I cry looking at the sky
Without a word, farewell finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
I think my heart was surprised to send you away without any preperations
It came without a word

Without a word, it comes and leaves
Like the fever before
Maybe all I need to do is endure the hurt for a while
Because in the end, only scars are left