Can You Smile

What happened to you staying till you walk me down the aisle.

Was it a lie to make your little fool believe and smile?

That act is too brutal for a child to accept.

I thought you were mature yet you left me with tears to be wept

Will I get over this trauma that you left?

And can you smile?

After knowing that what you wanted destroyed a little girl

Making her innocent world become nothing but a blur

And can you smile?

When  your swift and flawed movements out the family door

Left your little girl blending in with the cold floor? 

Was it the tenth or the eleventh when you walked away suddenly

Was it the words or your actions, that gave the fatal blow

Why can't I remember all those little facts?

Weren't those forced on directly thou I had screamed out no?

Will I ever recover from such an attack?

And can you smile?

After knowing that what you wanted destroyed a little girl

Making her innocent world become nothing but a blur

And can you smile?

When your swift and flawed movements out the family door

Left your little girl blending in with the cold floor.

Yes its true, one man shouldn't dictate my outlook on life

But it is my dad that stab me with the family knife

The warmth of home was realized to be a lie

When a child of only ten was pondering with the question why

Will I ever look back and not cry?

{Sadly even after all the cruelty this heart still seeks after you

You who just disappeared for something new (How could you.)

Well done on your breakthrough that left me stranded

Swimming around in unknown waters wounded. (How are you?)

The blood that connects makes my heart twirl senselessly

When will you help get the light out of this insanity. (Where are you?)

I'm asking you to be that man of guidance that I need politely

Or at least attempt to practice some logical thinking} 

Oh Come Back Please

How can you smile?

After knowing that what you wanted destroyed a little girl

Making her innocent world become nothing but a blur

And can you smile?

When your swift and flawed movements out the family door

Left your little girl alone bleeding on the cold floor.