No flower would bloom when the seed isn't planted
The bridge can't be crossed unless a first step is taken
No future can be predicted as proven by miracles
And acknowledgement without action is just mere words
Annoyingly fear surrounds my outlook on the future
Refuting the claims of how years will make one more mature
Thus secretly with an outstretched hand approaching
Upfront playing the role of friendship to the best of my ability
Smiling at me,you proudly brag about how I'm the best friend
Smiling at you, my heart begins to fix the unintentional dent
Yet day by day I'm still wearing the label
That allows me to be that emotionally conflicting close by
In time only regret will remain behind
Still I'm always only frantically for the courage to break free
Wasting all these precious crucial time
Honestly girl, I do have a thousand ways of confessing to you
Words that will convey and make you sway
Followed by actions that will definitely make you so gay
Eyes sparkles with the confession hidden within
Only quick glimpse are exchanged between you and me
My mouth remains shut, the voice still too timid.
As fear of rejection and losing you altogether controls me
Watching the world spin by, with you beside
We continue to sit at our usual spot, an inch of separation in between
The desired clouds and love fantasy
Confidently I can state that with us all that will be a reality
Yet my tongue is on lockdown
With a shut mouth once again, I'm courage's letdown
Struggling in my role as the conflicted
Trying to search for the answer that will go past the depicted
The best excuse in concluding
Is to say that rejection will leave me with nothing but nothing
Internally I had irresponsibly made an excuse that love is the sickness
Internally hating the fact that I'm only reaching due to my weakness
Yet day by day I'm still wearing the label
That allows me to be that emotionally conflicting close by
In time only regret will remain behind
Still I'm always only frantically for the courage to break free
Wasting all these precious crucial time
Honestly girl, I do have a thousand ways of confessing to you
Words that will convey and make you sway
Followed by actions that will definitely make you so gay
Eyes sparkles with the confession hidden within
Only quick glimpse are exchanged between you and me
My mouth remains shut, the voice still too timid.
As fear of rejection and losing you altogether controls me
Watching the world spin by, with you beside
We continue to sit at our usual spot, an inch of separation in between
You talk about another crook
Simultaneously anxiety and relief washes over this fool
I only offer my shoulder and a listening ear
As the act of you snuggling in my arms quietly disappears
Cause the timing of when the friend would offer
Has once again, gone by without a single murmurer
Your head casually leans on me
If I could I would but I didn't hence we're staying in that position
Silently you try to gather back your temporary lost happiness.
Silently I'm stuck with searching for my permanently lost senses.
Yet day by day I'm still wearing the label
That allows me to be that emotionally conflicting close by
In time only regret will remain behind
Still I'm always only frantically for the courage to break free
Wasting all these precious crucial time
Honestly girl, I do have a thousand ways of confessing to you
Words that will convey and make you sway
Followed by actions that will definitely make you so gay
Eyes sparkles with the confession hidden within
Only quick glimpse are exchanged between you and me
My mouth remains shut, the voice still too timid.
As fear of rejection and losing you altogether controls me
Watching the world spin by, with you beside
We continue to sit at our usual spot, an inch of separation in between
Staying true in being that friend that is always beside
But never close enough to have you only by my side
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