i'm glad

hey there i know what you said

don't forget i saw his arms

around you that day

so don't look at me with

those guilty filled eyes

cause it was me that chose 

this path for us instead

cause baby 

i'm glad you're back in my life

even thou i may not call you mine

i'm still glad you're back in my life

cause we can still talk and laugh

all through the night

darling you don't need to feel 

convicted of much

just trust me and be yourself 

like today

cause with time, i promise you

i will be fine

cause baby 

i'm glad you're back in my life

even thou i may not call you mine

i'm still glad you're back in my life

cause we can still talk and laugh

all through the night

the stings and pain short lived 

but do know that i still wouldn't leave

cause baby 

i'm glad you're back in my life

even thou i may not call you mine

i'm still glad you're back in my life

cause we can still talk and laugh

all through the night

Nightmare

It started off really simple
like the stories of ordinary people
We were strangers,friends then lovers
No one understood nor sang the same tune
But soon reality became what it is worth
Soon we parted ways just like their conclusions

Ever had this nightmare?

Where
You are trying but always reaching
Intentions of flying is merely falling
The power of love now the past
Nothing seems right nor real
The pain is just on reply
Mocking the delusional ones

I close my eyes and feel no peace
They say to treat her right and justify my love
Was to release the strings and just feel the pain
But yet now all i see is the hurt in me
With nothing else, no comfort, no warmth
Is this how righteous and self sacrificing men
had always felt?

Isn't this like a nightmare?

Where
You are trying but always reaching
Intentions of flying is merely falling
The power of love now the past
Nothing seems right nor real
The pain is just on reply
Mocking the delusional ones

But don't you know, that i still hold some hope
That maybe the cruel truth becomes happy lies
Maybe the Gods or the interpreter were mistaken
That maybe this was a just a trail to our success

Fact is just stuck in this nightmare

Where
I am trying but always just reaching
Intentions of flying is merely falling
The power of love now the past
Nothing seems right nor real
The pain is just on reply
Mocking the delusional me

Ecstasy

Others carried around disapproval
The world clearly shook it's head
Yet foolish me,thought about truths of  love
'Impossible' a word of ghost stories told
The phrase of love conquering all
Was the outright illusion i held dear
Like a ignorant child,i went along
With false pictures of possible future

Yet the happiness was so strong
You became my healthy ecstasy
Smiling became easier and natural
Simply cause i held your hand in mine
The glares and whispers insignificant
As our initials were marked on one another
I love you (more than it shows to all)

Sadly reality creeps in all the time
Sadly what i felt was strong enough
Cause even as the happiness remained
Reality targeted the conscious
The truth slowly breaking me down
Waving the white flag to the rest
Made me the fool but released you
To a better world

Even with happiness so strong
Despite you're my healthy ecstasy
Smiling became easier for deception
Simply cause i held your hand in mine
The glares and whispers now significant
As our initials were marked on one another
I love you (thus came the struggles)

Inner turmoil was an everyday irritation
Lies became more fluent with conviction
The unknowing plan to show all flaws
Became the sole goal of all interactions
Because even if i had a thousand reasons
None could beat the facts that laid in front
It was me against a better probability

Even with happiness so strong
Despite you're my healthy ecstasy
Smiling became easier for deception
Simply cause i held your hand in mine
The glares and whispers now significant
As our initials were marked on one another
I love you (thus I'm saying goodbye)