Ecstasy

Others carried around disapproval
The world clearly shook it's head
Yet foolish me,thought about truths of  love
'Impossible' a word of ghost stories told
The phrase of love conquering all
Was the outright illusion i held dear
Like a ignorant child,i went along
With false pictures of possible future

Yet the happiness was so strong
You became my healthy ecstasy
Smiling became easier and natural
Simply cause i held your hand in mine
The glares and whispers insignificant
As our initials were marked on one another
I love you (more than it shows to all)

Sadly reality creeps in all the time
Sadly what i felt was strong enough
Cause even as the happiness remained
Reality targeted the conscious
The truth slowly breaking me down
Waving the white flag to the rest
Made me the fool but released you
To a better world

Even with happiness so strong
Despite you're my healthy ecstasy
Smiling became easier for deception
Simply cause i held your hand in mine
The glares and whispers now significant
As our initials were marked on one another
I love you (thus came the struggles)

Inner turmoil was an everyday irritation
Lies became more fluent with conviction
The unknowing plan to show all flaws
Became the sole goal of all interactions
Because even if i had a thousand reasons
None could beat the facts that laid in front
It was me against a better probability

Even with happiness so strong
Despite you're my healthy ecstasy
Smiling became easier for deception
Simply cause i held your hand in mine
The glares and whispers now significant
As our initials were marked on one another
I love you (thus I'm saying goodbye)