Mistake

everybody knows the end,when the curtain hits the floor
yet i choose to be oblivious to it all
even with the facts,i force myself to be blind
cause when it comes,you just don't now where to hide
they say time will repair,but the scar stares back
they say the past becomes memories,yet the pain feels so fresh.

guess it was my mistake in believing in your trash
it was my mistake to have faith in the myths of love
it was my mistake for being played
lastly it was my mistake for choosing you to love

everybody shook their head,but i went on with it
words spread with cold honesty,while i sank into fantasy
so many threw straitjackets and saving attempts, yet i lie under water
happy to be drowned instead

guess it was my mistake to be your fool time and time again
it was my mistake to have faith in optimistic ways
it was my mistake in believing in me
lastly it was my mistake for loving you more than you

everybody shouted and plead for the end of it all,
but they're unaware of involuntary state
waves past by,time slowed down
as i look around
i noticed 'tales of our lies'

guess it was my mistake to let myself fall
it was my mistake for boarding without checking
it was my mistake for oping and wishing
lastly it was my mistake for still loving you today