AKB 5th ELECTION

AKB Election. My first their fifth.

My very first post outside of lyrics. There is just so many feelings that I can't help but pen it down. Will anyone read this? Nope. However this has to be one of the most valuable experience in being a novice akb48 fan.

Oshi (the member that you support):
Firstly, I would wish to comment on the specific few that I had came to love over the mere 2 months of spazzing about them.

1-Yokohoma Yui
The beloved one in my heart. I like her heart. There is just something about her that is amazing and she ranked 13th without last year's meltdown. Still I found it hilarious when it was she who had an escort awaiting for her to freak out and maybe even roll on the floor or something similar. The other members lighthearted release at all of Yuihan's feels is really nice to see. I'm glad that she is there as part of the all important top 16. Loves.

2-Matsui Jurina
She strives and tunnels through everything with an adorable smile. Being that young of an age yet coupled with a force so mind blowing that just attracts people to her. I'm really glad that she had climbed into and is part of the new Kami7! Hats off to you.

3-Oshima Yuko
The one that made me involved with akb. The one whose acting made me fall in love. She is beloved, praiseworthy and so many more adjectives that I can't recall. The way she had truly embraced what she had said in the election video. This year's election is a festival! Even though disappointment was there when she didn't clinch the centre role, the way she brightly smiled for us, laughed, I couldn't help but smile along. The first vote for you in my life and with that smile, I must say this year's election was a festival. A festival that I truly enjoyed whole heartedly with your wide grin.

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Now on with the crown jewel. To some it was a shocker, a dark horse that... ...well was pretty much hidden. It wasn't that no one heard of her. It wasn't that she did poorly in the last election. Frankly, this lady that you all claimed to be 'non-centre' material, had achieved first in the early voting count. Still no one really believed that she would do it.

IN YOUR FACE! SASHIHARA RINO is elected FIRST!

Yes, she isn't one of my favourite member, but honestly you can't hate her. She managed to get the votes. Votes that her supporters spent their hard earn cash on. Do not discount her efforts or her fans efforts. They, like all other fan and members, had indeed worked hard. To say that she doesn't deserve it, that will be inappropriate. Do I wish that Yuko had won it? Yes. Would I prefer it if Yuko had won? YES! However the fact is Sashi won. So people who are having all these negative feels, take a moment, breathe, then smile. Yuko did (A valid reason in my opinion).

Hearing her speech then researching a little more about her, one must admire how far she had come. With a scandal in her bag, being transported to a relatively unknown group, then rising them, forging a friendship with them, etc, I must say people take your hats off for some respect for this lady. Furthermore, her insecurities about the centre, openly seeking help from Yuko in her speech, I felt reflected the image of AKB. IF AKB was planned to have a girl next door approach then I must say she is a possible and kind of well suited candidate. This is a normal girl who had strived hard to clear the hurdles and complete the race of life. I find that admirable. So CONGRATULATIONS!

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Mariko-sama. This one here is upsetting. A fundamental piece of AKB announced graduation in a mere month's time. Oh how I am going to miss her when she is gone. Words, I wish to type seem so small beside the true magnitude of how this graduation will impact all those in AKB.

Still, she has moved on. A clothing line to her name, one that is simple and sophisticated. I wish her all the best and shall have a gay moment to continue the tears later on.

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Overall, this years election has been a festival. Never a true dull moment, countless spazz moment and fidgets of nervousness. If what Aki-P (Producer of AKB) wanted was a change then it has been delivered. It was not the new vs the old, we had been hit by a wind so fresh that we all need a moment. This election will be remembered as the one where predictions will always be an estimation of reality. Reality will always be something larger than life. My first election, my newbie feelings, I'm glad I had joined the AKB fandom.

Movie's Over

Movie’s Over

Song/Tune: Movie’s Over

Artist:Block B

Yeah yeah oh oh oh
Yeah yeah oh oh oh
Yeah yeah oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

The rain tap dancing on the window, told me that God knew about pain

The slow waltz of the flowing air shows indifference to my window pain

Through it all, I’m clearly flawed, 

It was neither her fault nor yours

Its the clouds that didn’t soften anybody’s downfalls

Woah woah woah woah (yeah)
Woah woah woah woah (woah baby)

Discard me from your innocent mind

Leave these emotions of blind love behind

Woah woah woah woah
Woah woah woah woah yeah

That is the right way 

Don’t choose the other 

Cause this path heads no where

Movie’s over. Life ain’t no bed of roses

It is just a juggle, survival of the fittest

Bye bye good bye bye

Don’t make things hard girl

Please just let me be

The thought was nice 

The intention was sweet 

But you choose to love the villain that shot love.

Uh uh it’s over uh.

Don’t fight against the downpour

The rainbow, your hallucination

Happy endings will become our brick wall

In other words, incoming pitfalls

These are warnings not a round of empty threats

I’m no coward in front of commitment acts

It is through commitment that I care to tell you all these facts

And with that, 

I hope you care enough to follow through on not coming back

You must think that I’m some kind of joke

What kind of fellow will heed the words of a silent folk

Yet I’m serious in asking you to abandon this ship

Cause there will be nothing here but broken pieces

Must you wait and see for what I say to hold true and the truth

Woah woah woah woah
Woah woah woah woah yeah

Carry on the path with a lighter load

Stir away from love’s black hole

Movie’s over. Life ain’t no bed of roses

It is just a juggle, survival of the fittest

Bye bye good bye bye

Don’t make things hard girl

Please just listen to me

The thought was nice 

The intention was sweet 

But now choose to love another better person please.

If the doubt rebels and shows the real me hesitating about what I’ve been preaching

Then baby, please pretend not to see my inadequacy in avoiding the risks of love

Movie’s over. Life ain’t no bed of roses

It is just a juggle, survival of the fittest

Bye bye good bye love

Don’t make things hard girl

Please leave me already

The thoughts were nice 

The intentions were sweet 

I can’t live up to be your man. It’s over

Uh uh it’s over uh.

Goodnight.

The sun rises then setting. Coloring the blue sky amber

Wishing for it to be stronger to make this blue heart brighter

Walking down avenue lane mimicking the steps that you took 

Those steps that that never once looked back or hesitate

Damn, I must be mental, as who tests the sharpness of their own needles

But I know

what hurts the most wasn't you missing but me missing

it wasn't the emptiness that strangles the air out of me

but the wholesome memories that snatches the breathe 

Nothing present in tense , to everyone but me this made sense 

Life commanding me to accept the good in the goodbye

Yet all I see is the greatness in a rare valuable good night.

You said you were sick of us, tired of the hands that was holding you back

I'm say I'm sick of me, the useless me waiting for the interlocking to be back

You already begin seeking for that worthy man to sweep you off your feet

I have been wishing for the day that living doesn't mean dragging my feet

You and the last polite apologizes for burning away our possible reality

I too have to apologizes for fooling my heart in thinking of beating reality

You'll sing the new tunes but I'm stuck singing our blues.

Lyrics that reads

what hurts the most wasn't you missing but me missing

it wasn't the emptiness that strangles the air out of me

but the wholesome memories that snatches the breathe 

Nothing present in tense , to everyone but me this made sense 

Life commanding me to accept the good in the goodbye

Yet all I see is the greatness in a rare valuable good night.

So this time is for real. My last song of remedy and reminiscing for you.

As the evil side has won, and now I wish to see regret as your final bow.

That fatal blow that makes me smirk when I see you and sorry on your face

With that, this time I'm be the one saying nothing and turning to walk away

So even if 

what hurts the most wasn't you missing but me missing

it wasn't the emptiness that strangles the air out of me

but the wholesome memories that snatches the breathe 

Nothing present in tense this stubborn heart has come to its sense 

Life enlightening me about the good in the goodbye

Cause all I see is the greatness in finding closure with goodnight.

My Muse

Song/Tune: 무단횡단

Artist:성준

Time was ticking, world still spinning I'm part of the breathing

Was roaming as inspiration had left me shivering in the cold

Then I saw you in all your beauty hence I stood there blatantly admiring you

Then it all begin

I knew what to write I knew those notes 

With you they wouldn't

I meant couldn't bare to leave me alone

Meaning this angel in jeans is going to be my muse.

Now phase two, getting you to like me as the Gods said so

You see behind every legend lies that special creation for them and me

So you need to see this diamond here, the next rock and Rolling Stones of the 21st

With that mindset

I'm standing before you with my slick looks

And you can't reject me

Cause I'm only prepared for the victory

And congratulations from the Rock Gods as you're my muse

Fine that may have been a bad confession

but who takes those cupid crap these days

I'm being honest

Plus I'll never jaywalk or betray your heart

Music taught us all to care and love for our one valuable muse

Will you be my muse

Would you be my muse

So please be my muse

You are my only muse

Never-ending Song

The crazy love that was born out of your reckless behavior 
We strolled down life, hand in hand with our own rhythm and rhymes
All cause you had enlightened me about the joy of this craziness
You would skip and twirl telling me that religion ain’t going to be bother
Saying that it is peace, love and ice cream that will make this world better.

Taking my hand you telling me this is the first steps of a lasting couple
That the old you and me will still be together without a care for the world
That opinions are ever present but may not always be a worthy present
But anyone who causes me to shed a tear will have your intense attention.
Singing and shouting, the carefree spirit inside brings out the best of our life.
Cause with that frame of mind, we create more of the beauty of our time.

As like you say the terms of the ride of life states always oscillating
But that doesn't mean we can't enjoy the highs and lows of living
With a smile, we can always happily wait for the day of wining
So even with a little bump we must always keep on trying
That this is the true power and accurate unknown meaning of loving 
Thus we will produce the sweetest melody of love's beautiful singing.
Hence the never-ending song will be awaiting our signature's marking.

The shout-out to those who fear the hand of judgement was to move forward.
That turning back at the wall is like you’re at heaven’s door but you’re moving backwards.
You smile so wide as you told me your little own theory with pride.
This was your definition of what is love, one that is untainted by their eyes 
I smile back at you and was glad to be the one kissing you goodnight.

As like you say the terms of the ride of life states always oscillating
But that doesn't mean you can't enjoy the highs and lows of living
With a smile, we can always happily wait for the day of wining
So even with a little bump we must always keep on trying
That this is the true power and accurate unknown meaning of loving 
Thus we will produce the sweetest melody of love's beautiful singing.
Hence the never-ending song will be awaiting our signature's marking.

Then you abruptly unintentionally pulled out all of your stakes.
Staring and recalling reality's cruel game as I look upon your grave.
The audience disperse with mixed emotions as reality has stated its claim.
Disgust flows as I watch those who tear despite still shaking their heads
As they can't see past the fogged up mirror by their prejudice shame
What used to be part known as a little dirt is now an evident stain

Recalling you saying that the terms of this ride states always oscillating
But that doesn't mean you can't enjoy the highs and lows of living
With a smile, we can always happily wait for the day of wining
So even with a little bump we must always keep on trying
That this is the true power and accurate unknown meaning of loving 
Thus we will produce the sweetest melody of love's beautiful singing.
Hence the never-ending song will be awaiting our signature's marking.

But your smile will only be captured forever but we're classified as once together
The pain of moving on or the stagnant joy of reminiscing causes my insides to be torn.
What use to be empowerment is now engulfing me in flames that are too strong
Oh what I’ll do to awake from this nightmare and continue with our never-ending song.
So don’t just replay your theory in my head and come back to our the never-ending song.

I Knew It Would Be Like This

Song/Tune: 이럴 줄 알았어 (I Knew This Would Happen)

Artist: 비스트(B2ST)

I knew it would be like this

This play can only turn out that way

Winter has now turned to spring and the flowers has started blooming already but you're still troubled over something

All those talk about how the weather had gotten the better of you and left you only singing our blues 

But it was all a lie right? How about you man up and clarify!

Instead of me guessing (Only about all the bad outcomes)

How about you just be honest 

Either drop the knife upon us or get your act together and turn this ship around

I knew it would be like this 

We'll be hitting the rocks without any hesitating 

Soon the final call resounds

I knew you would be like this

So how about I say it for you we're now memories that was once a reality.  

Darling we've been together for such a long time

Did think that I wouldn't notice that change in your eyes

The way you look at me without that old flame or sparkle

Correct maybe I'm just deluding  my mind.

Trying push back the deadline in case you may regret

Even though I know that it wouldn't be that case at all

Cause darling you're no longer that darling

So here I've drawn our curtains. Yes you can walk away. 

It will only be the end

Even though you haven't said a thing

Cause it has been decide I'm to be left with your goodbye 

Hence it doesn't matter if I had stab myself first 

As the outcome will never be our sweet forever 

I knew it would be like this 

We will be hitting the rocks without any hesitating 

The final call will resounds

I knew you would be like this

So how about I say it for you we're now memories that was once a reality.

Did I do anything wrong 

( but you'll just say dear it was fate that left me stranded in this storm)

Or was it you're fault 

( How could you be so cold and leave me battling with reminiscing) 

Alright I should just move on so stop replying your smile in my head my baby please

( You seriously need to be removed from my head)

The person that had made you change your mind

The person that had you running away with my mind

How about you just stop for a moment and be real kind

Spare a minute on how you could have embrace her heart while holding mine

Did you forget that fact or were you having troubles 

Remembering about that fact that we were still together

I'm sitting on the fence perplexed and amazed by your one of a kind two face act

I knew it would be like this 

We will be hitting the rocks without any hesitating 

The final call has resound 

I knew you would be like this

So I have said it for you we're now nothing but strangers living in reality

Time Machine

Song/Tune: Time Machine

Artist: Girl's Generation

Watching your back view get smaller as the space between gets larger

It's over, guess it's over.

Your strides seem to be getting firmer, my tears' are getting stronger.

Hurry go before I pull you back to this selfish forever.

One mistake, got a one regret

Why did I make the beginning of 'the end' .

I don't know and I'll never comprehend

Oh why did I have to hold both of their hands

I need a time machine then I can do more good

Instead of proving that there is a love this unbeautiful

Need it right now, need to do what's right

Gotta go back and not make you part of the sinful 

I need a time machine 

I need a time machine

Our story tainted with the terrible awful word of unfaithful

It is the greatest wrong in taking off on the wrong foot

What should I do now, my heart is beating through, Just don't look back my mind will come around

Move on thats the solution to this mess.

Just one mistake,Just one regret

All cause I couldn't resist temptation's test

I need a time machine then I can do more good

Instead of proving that love can be this unbeautiful

Need it right now, need to do what's right

Gotta go back and not cause love to be sinful 

I need a time machine 

You needed a gentleman not a greedy man

Someone way better than me

Someone to prevent the tears

Not one who burdens you with the stones of guilt when fog clears.

I need a time machine then I can do more good

Instead of only creating a love this unbeautiful

Need it right now, need to do what's right

Gotta go back and not be that sinful

Gotta go back and let love remain colorful.

Gimme a time machine 

Gimme a time machine

Gimme a time machine