Staying awake,way past bedtime again
Mind throbbing,thoughts never ending
Despite all that,nothing was explained
Frustrations boiling,heart bleeding
Got to escape,here only holds pain
Tears always flowing,slowly dying
Why wouldn't insomnia just run free
Waiting for death before release?
The repeats of sunrise and set
Only makes the brain process upset
Struggling with attempts to cut loose
Before the verdict of life states I lose
On a repeat of counting sheeps
Fluently swearing and scolding
No warmth felt under the sheets
Non-stop denying and lying
Can't turn the tap to stop the weep
Helplessness winning and thriving
Why wouldn't insomnia just run free
Waiting for death before release?
The repeats of sunrise and set
Only makes the brain process upset
Struggling with attempts to cut loose
Before the verdict of life states I lose
Can exhaustion's hand please be raised
Am surviving but not living
Was this what you had desired?
You experiencing while I'm drowning.
Got to mark this as completed
Still waiting,endless wishing
Why wouldn't insomnia just run free
Waiting for death before release?
The repeats of sunrise and set
Only makes the brain process upset
Am failing with attempts to cut loose
Lastly the verdict of life states I lose
How sad,boo hoo
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