Can You Smile

What happened to you staying till you walk me down the aisle.

Was it a lie to make your little fool believe and smile?

That act is too brutal for a child to accept.

I thought you were mature yet you left me with tears to be wept

Will I get over this trauma that you left?

And can you smile?

After knowing that what you wanted destroyed a little girl

Making her innocent world become nothing but a blur

And can you smile?

When  your swift and flawed movements out the family door

Left your little girl blending in with the cold floor? 

Was it the tenth or the eleventh when you walked away suddenly

Was it the words or your actions, that gave the fatal blow

Why can't I remember all those little facts?

Weren't those forced on directly thou I had screamed out no?

Will I ever recover from such an attack?

And can you smile?

After knowing that what you wanted destroyed a little girl

Making her innocent world become nothing but a blur

And can you smile?

When your swift and flawed movements out the family door

Left your little girl blending in with the cold floor.

Yes its true, one man shouldn't dictate my outlook on life

But it is my dad that stab me with the family knife

The warmth of home was realized to be a lie

When a child of only ten was pondering with the question why

Will I ever look back and not cry?

{Sadly even after all the cruelty this heart still seeks after you

You who just disappeared for something new (How could you.)

Well done on your breakthrough that left me stranded

Swimming around in unknown waters wounded. (How are you?)

The blood that connects makes my heart twirl senselessly

When will you help get the light out of this insanity. (Where are you?)

I'm asking you to be that man of guidance that I need politely

Or at least attempt to practice some logical thinking} 

Oh Come Back Please

How can you smile?

After knowing that what you wanted destroyed a little girl

Making her innocent world become nothing but a blur

And can you smile?

When your swift and flawed movements out the family door

Left your little girl alone bleeding on the cold floor.

One-sided

I know about him and your pain

I've seen those tears drop in the rain.

Yet all I can do is watch with clenched fist

Wishing for it to subside like a mist

As am still I not the one

Cause I know you miss him

And That you wish to be hold in only his embrace

Cause at the end of the day, It isn't I 

that you term to have your special place

So

I'm just standing, hopelessly praying

That maybe somehow someday 

you'll see this fool waiting

That will never stop looking out for you and your crying

Besides what else can I do

When I've been living far too long in this dream

In this one-sided romance that I'm still believing

Hence lets not be a wet bucket to stupidity's victory

I'm happily basking in all its futile glory

Illusions of an accurate cupid's arrow

Is as true as that pot of gold at the end of a rainbow

But this view is to be considered pretty 

In the place not called reality.

Yes I know about him and his flaws

And that you will always be blinded to it all.

Cause your heart beats by his cruel hands 

Those controlling hands that I'm unable to understand

But I will not be the one you that seek for

Cause you will always be drawn to him and that danger door

Cause at the end of the day,It isn't I 

who have the ability to shake you to your core.

Hence  

I'm just standing, hopelessly praying

That maybe somehow someday

you'll see this fool waiting

That will never stop loving you and you smiling

Besides what else can I do

When I've been living far too long in this dream

In this one sided romance that I'm living

Hence lets not be a wet bucket to stupidity's victory

I'm happily basking in all its futile glory

Illusions of an accurate cupid's arrow

Is as true as that pot of gold at the end of a rainbow

But this view is to be considered pretty 

In the place not called reality.

Once again I'm by your side

His win by a landslide

Is effectively tearing both of our insides

There are droplets falling down

Thus we can't see clearly

Making love shift in the knife to kill us slowly

Thats why we are both soon to be left with

stitches and bruises from our self inflicted beating

As we had continued to trust in our silly myth

That lie that gave us a heart still aching

Yet 

We're just standing, hopelessly praying

That maybe somehow someday the other will see

That we'll never stop loving even with all the hurting

Besides what else can we do

When we've been living far too long in this cage

In this one sided romance that is destroying 

Hence lets not be a wet bucket to stupidity's victory

After all we're happily basking in all its futile glory

Illusions of an accurate cupid's arrow

Is as true as that pot of gold at the end of a rainbow

But this view is to be considered pretty 

In the place not called reality.

Sadly we still live in reality

一口气

常常地被提醒不同
说久了依然会变痛
难到是偏执在作弄
还是自己逻辑有洞
到底我想法缺什么

为如还困在着疑惑
心知不该再次玩火
经过了多余的起伏
也认了事实是残酷
基本上只能靠自己
来帮生活挣一口气

在关键一个人撑伞
到头来被谎言割伤
几时画掉身上的叉
遗失的承诺笑我傻
到底我能依赖什么

心知不该理着疑惑
我可不想再次玩火
经过了多余的起伏
也认了事实是残酷
基本上只能靠自己
来帮生活挣一口气

世界平常都是折磨
以免会感觉到寂寞
可望着被悲剧解脱
几时会被不幸放过
到底我做错了什么

心知不该理着疑惑
我可不想再次玩火
经过了多余的起伏
也认了事实是残酷
基本上只能靠自己
来抵抗泪水的威力
来帮生命挣一口气

The Fact

Song/Tune- The Fact
Artist- Beast/ B2st

This can't be it. Nothing over.

Who are you to say that she is gone?

All these are lies. oh Let it be lies

Without you,I just don't want my life to prolong?

No matter what I wish for right now

It will only fall on deaf ears.

This isn't right. It can't be  right.

I can't trust their facts that holds only tears

All these lies meant to deceive 

The now reality is the fiction, not us

How can I let the truth destroy what we've achieve ?

This isn't a big fuss of nothing.

How can I just take and believe

All these labelled facts

Why would you leave me?

Honestly isn't this 

some cruel act.That they  

are forcing me to participate.

Imaginations, Hallucinations

All are misprints of mispronunciation

A negotiation With cremation

All these are lies. Somebody tell lies

Its a fact and my mind knows that

But my heart wouldn't allow me to join in the sad chat

The urge to defend my fictional fact 

Always comes unknowingly somehow it seems like we're under attack

The hard truth that slammed me to the ground

Without you I evidently am not strong

If I can't convince death then I'll pretend to beat death

Writing the fitting end to our story

破娃娃

一直等待运气来另
但还是跟寂寞打拼
你说的话从是谎言
我仍然笑着被泪淹
只能说
心里放的爱人该变恨

在爱里不段的学笨
明显的真实还否认
还傻傻的望着改变
被爱的人不必道歉
只能说
福气从不坐在我旁边

虽然
人说努力就有成功
没想我只争取到痛
只因为
我的苦延续你的笑容
才让你拥有个傻瓜
才不断的做破娃娃

已经听到心在裂开
但心也在支持不该
这样困惑复杂心态
为什么简直不取代
只能说
我的爱已经把我打败

虽然
人说努力就有成功
没想我只争取到痛
只因为
我的苦延续你的笑容
才让你拥有个傻瓜
才不断的做破娃娃

人说了好多的道理
可惜我只把过程记
只因为
我的苦延续你的笑容
才会对你念念不忘
才持之以恒的爱你
才永恒的做个傻瓜
才不断的做破娃娃

Credits: to the special help of sherry cheng in helping me with my poor chinese.

This Man

He is the pure gentleman
Yet I don't awe over his moves
When he gives a rose or holds my hand
The eyes of touch replaced by thanks
Maybe I'm just not born to see this man

His ever sweet loving eyes
Only to meet my heartless ones
Despite all that there is only patience
While my conscious fills up with frustration
Why am I just not meant to see this man?

This man is the right man
This man doesn't string me along
Like a rug doll in a puppeteer's hand
Yet hope for the other prolongs
To put shame on this good man
This man who is the man

With the rain, he try his best
Ease the pain, restore me back
His eyes filled with total concern and love
Mine apologises and gives nothing in return
Why am I always cancelling out this man?

This man is the right man
This man doesn't string me along
Like a rug doll in a puppeteer's hand
Yet hope for the other prolongs
To put shame on this good man
This man who is the man

What the hell is wrong with me?
Why am I still saying no?
When all I should do is to be his...
Damn...

This man is the right man
This man doesn't string me along
Like a rug doll in a puppeteer's hand
Yet hope for the other prolongs
To put shame on this good man
This man who is only the best man

A Short Confession

The weather is fine but you always see the rain
Your perfect eyes no longer seek for fun and games
Whatever happened to that child free from all chains
The one just striving for a better future with her name

Sometimes you look like life hasn't ruined you in any way
That angelic face that still protects me from all harm's way
Like if I took a better look, I'll still find the old you some day
Like if I took a closer look, I'll have you as mine some day

To make this fantasy into my reality.
This is my short confession.

I know how hard life can come between our hearts
Yet girl I don't want us to be once again apart
You may be bruised with all the past bad memories
But girl I will hold your hand free from apologies

You may shake your head telling me it is best for me this way
You may say no telling me that I will back out of this again
But no longer do I deny this beat we both go by
But no longer do I conceal this hate for goodbye

To make this truth stand firmer on its own
This is my short confession

I know how hard life can come between our hearts
Yet girl I don't want us to be once again apart
You may be bruised with all the past bad memories
But girl I will hold your hand free from boundaries

Cause together now, gone with the hidden mystery
Cause together now, shall we write our new story
Listen to me

I know how hard life can come between our hearts
Yet girl I don't want us to be once again apart
You may be bruised with all the past bad memories
But girl I will hold your hand free from boundaries
I just want to be yours girl.