一口气

常常地被提醒不同
说久了依然会变痛
难到是偏执在作弄
还是自己逻辑有洞
到底我想法缺什么

为如还困在着疑惑
心知不该再次玩火
经过了多余的起伏
也认了事实是残酷
基本上只能靠自己
来帮生活挣一口气

在关键一个人撑伞
到头来被谎言割伤
几时画掉身上的叉
遗失的承诺笑我傻
到底我能依赖什么

心知不该理着疑惑
我可不想再次玩火
经过了多余的起伏
也认了事实是残酷
基本上只能靠自己
来帮生活挣一口气

世界平常都是折磨
以免会感觉到寂寞
可望着被悲剧解脱
几时会被不幸放过
到底我做错了什么

心知不该理着疑惑
我可不想再次玩火
经过了多余的起伏
也认了事实是残酷
基本上只能靠自己
来抵抗泪水的威力
来帮生命挣一口气

The Fact

Song/Tune- The Fact
Artist- Beast/ B2st

This can't be it. Nothing over.

Who are you to say that she is gone?

All these are lies. oh Let it be lies

Without you,I just don't want my life to prolong?

No matter what I wish for right now

It will only fall on deaf ears.

This isn't right. It can't be  right.

I can't trust their facts that holds only tears

All these lies meant to deceive 

The now reality is the fiction, not us

How can I let the truth destroy what we've achieve ?

This isn't a big fuss of nothing.

How can I just take and believe

All these labelled facts

Why would you leave me?

Honestly isn't this 

some cruel act.That they  

are forcing me to participate.

Imaginations, Hallucinations

All are misprints of mispronunciation

A negotiation With cremation

All these are lies. Somebody tell lies

Its a fact and my mind knows that

But my heart wouldn't allow me to join in the sad chat

The urge to defend my fictional fact 

Always comes unknowingly somehow it seems like we're under attack

The hard truth that slammed me to the ground

Without you I evidently am not strong

If I can't convince death then I'll pretend to beat death

Writing the fitting end to our story

破娃娃

一直等待运气来另
但还是跟寂寞打拼
你说的话从是谎言
我仍然笑着被泪淹
只能说
心里放的爱人该变恨

在爱里不段的学笨
明显的真实还否认
还傻傻的望着改变
被爱的人不必道歉
只能说
福气从不坐在我旁边

虽然
人说努力就有成功
没想我只争取到痛
只因为
我的苦延续你的笑容
才让你拥有个傻瓜
才不断的做破娃娃

已经听到心在裂开
但心也在支持不该
这样困惑复杂心态
为什么简直不取代
只能说
我的爱已经把我打败

虽然
人说努力就有成功
没想我只争取到痛
只因为
我的苦延续你的笑容
才让你拥有个傻瓜
才不断的做破娃娃

人说了好多的道理
可惜我只把过程记
只因为
我的苦延续你的笑容
才会对你念念不忘
才持之以恒的爱你
才永恒的做个傻瓜
才不断的做破娃娃

Credits: to the special help of sherry cheng in helping me with my poor chinese.

This Man

He is the pure gentleman
Yet I don't awe over his moves
When he gives a rose or holds my hand
The eyes of touch replaced by thanks
Maybe I'm just not born to see this man

His ever sweet loving eyes
Only to meet my heartless ones
Despite all that there is only patience
While my conscious fills up with frustration
Why am I just not meant to see this man?

This man is the right man
This man doesn't string me along
Like a rug doll in a puppeteer's hand
Yet hope for the other prolongs
To put shame on this good man
This man who is the man

With the rain, he try his best
Ease the pain, restore me back
His eyes filled with total concern and love
Mine apologises and gives nothing in return
Why am I always cancelling out this man?

This man is the right man
This man doesn't string me along
Like a rug doll in a puppeteer's hand
Yet hope for the other prolongs
To put shame on this good man
This man who is the man

What the hell is wrong with me?
Why am I still saying no?
When all I should do is to be his...
Damn...

This man is the right man
This man doesn't string me along
Like a rug doll in a puppeteer's hand
Yet hope for the other prolongs
To put shame on this good man
This man who is only the best man

A Short Confession

The weather is fine but you always see the rain
Your perfect eyes no longer seek for fun and games
Whatever happened to that child free from all chains
The one just striving for a better future with her name

Sometimes you look like life hasn't ruined you in any way
That angelic face that still protects me from all harm's way
Like if I took a better look, I'll still find the old you some day
Like if I took a closer look, I'll have you as mine some day

To make this fantasy into my reality.
This is my short confession.

I know how hard life can come between our hearts
Yet girl I don't want us to be once again apart
You may be bruised with all the past bad memories
But girl I will hold your hand free from apologies

You may shake your head telling me it is best for me this way
You may say no telling me that I will back out of this again
But no longer do I deny this beat we both go by
But no longer do I conceal this hate for goodbye

To make this truth stand firmer on its own
This is my short confession

I know how hard life can come between our hearts
Yet girl I don't want us to be once again apart
You may be bruised with all the past bad memories
But girl I will hold your hand free from boundaries

Cause together now, gone with the hidden mystery
Cause together now, shall we write our new story
Listen to me

I know how hard life can come between our hearts
Yet girl I don't want us to be once again apart
You may be bruised with all the past bad memories
But girl I will hold your hand free from boundaries
I just want to be yours girl.

Forever

Do you remember our first encounter?
Neither of us saw love at first sight
The idea of love was our back burner
No thoughts of you but work at night
Who would have predicted this

That I'll be watching you walk ever so slowly
With my heart pounding ever so loudly
To be looking at you in this manner
Wanting to simply make you mine forever

Do you remember the next beginning?
The one where fate or chance made magic
Cause suddenly I found my luck rising
I was happily living against any logic
Who would have seen it come to this

That I'll be watching you walk ever so slowly
With my heart pounding ever so loudly
To be looking at you in this manner
Waiting to simply make you mine forever

Does your happiness conquer everything too?
It has been three years in the bag
And more is about to be added on to that
I gazed over and smiled with our 'I do's
Who cares about anything but this

That I'll be holding your hand ever so happily
With my heart pondering ever so lovingly
To be looking at you in this manner
Wanting to call you mine and wife forever

Somehow, Someway

Without prompting,you left me cold
Without warning, the rug was pulled
You said you will never leave me alone
Those ex promises still firmly lingered
Providing the sting that hindered
Somehow someway I have to get moving

Those smiles,those laughters
Had to be nothing more than misses
Those hands,those kisses
Had to be nothing more than memories.
Those times, those promises
Had to be nothing more than words

You've moved on but still kept my chain on.
I'm the fool that is willingly playing along
But now I've grown,now I know more
I'm not your silly doll so decided on
Somehow someway I have to get moving

Those smiles,those laughters
Will become nothing more than misses
Those hands,those kisses
Will become nothing more than memories.
Those times, those promises
Will become nothing more than words

Cause no matter what my hand wasn't raised.
No point hoping when I'm clearly losing
Got to get out of the gutter and be clear
The only thing remaining is to keep moving

Those smiles,those laughters
In time is nothing more than misses
Those hands,those kisses
In time is nothing more than memories.
Those times, those promises
In time is nothing more than words

Words that created both love and hurt