破娃娃

一直等待运气来另
但还是跟寂寞打拼
你说的话从是谎言
我仍然笑着被泪淹
只能说
心里放的爱人该变恨

在爱里不段的学笨
明显的真实还否认
还傻傻的望着改变
被爱的人不必道歉
只能说
福气从不坐在我旁边

虽然
人说努力就有成功
没想我只争取到痛
只因为
我的苦延续你的笑容
才让你拥有个傻瓜
才不断的做破娃娃

已经听到心在裂开
但心也在支持不该
这样困惑复杂心态
为什么简直不取代
只能说
我的爱已经把我打败

虽然
人说努力就有成功
没想我只争取到痛
只因为
我的苦延续你的笑容
才让你拥有个傻瓜
才不断的做破娃娃

人说了好多的道理
可惜我只把过程记
只因为
我的苦延续你的笑容
才会对你念念不忘
才持之以恒的爱你
才永恒的做个傻瓜
才不断的做破娃娃

Credits: to the special help of sherry cheng in helping me with my poor chinese.

This Man

He is the pure gentleman
Yet I don't awe over his moves
When he gives a rose or holds my hand
The eyes of touch replaced by thanks
Maybe I'm just not born to see this man

His ever sweet loving eyes
Only to meet my heartless ones
Despite all that there is only patience
While my conscious fills up with frustration
Why am I just not meant to see this man?

This man is the right man
This man doesn't string me along
Like a rug doll in a puppeteer's hand
Yet hope for the other prolongs
To put shame on this good man
This man who is the man

With the rain, he try his best
Ease the pain, restore me back
His eyes filled with total concern and love
Mine apologises and gives nothing in return
Why am I always cancelling out this man?

This man is the right man
This man doesn't string me along
Like a rug doll in a puppeteer's hand
Yet hope for the other prolongs
To put shame on this good man
This man who is the man

What the hell is wrong with me?
Why am I still saying no?
When all I should do is to be his...
Damn...

This man is the right man
This man doesn't string me along
Like a rug doll in a puppeteer's hand
Yet hope for the other prolongs
To put shame on this good man
This man who is only the best man

A Short Confession

The weather is fine but you always see the rain
Your perfect eyes no longer seek for fun and games
Whatever happened to that child free from all chains
The one just striving for a better future with her name

Sometimes you look like life hasn't ruined you in any way
That angelic face that still protects me from all harm's way
Like if I took a better look, I'll still find the old you some day
Like if I took a closer look, I'll have you as mine some day

To make this fantasy into my reality.
This is my short confession.

I know how hard life can come between our hearts
Yet girl I don't want us to be once again apart
You may be bruised with all the past bad memories
But girl I will hold your hand free from apologies

You may shake your head telling me it is best for me this way
You may say no telling me that I will back out of this again
But no longer do I deny this beat we both go by
But no longer do I conceal this hate for goodbye

To make this truth stand firmer on its own
This is my short confession

I know how hard life can come between our hearts
Yet girl I don't want us to be once again apart
You may be bruised with all the past bad memories
But girl I will hold your hand free from boundaries

Cause together now, gone with the hidden mystery
Cause together now, shall we write our new story
Listen to me

I know how hard life can come between our hearts
Yet girl I don't want us to be once again apart
You may be bruised with all the past bad memories
But girl I will hold your hand free from boundaries
I just want to be yours girl.

Forever

Do you remember our first encounter?
Neither of us saw love at first sight
The idea of love was our back burner
No thoughts of you but work at night
Who would have predicted this

That I'll be watching you walk ever so slowly
With my heart pounding ever so loudly
To be looking at you in this manner
Wanting to simply make you mine forever

Do you remember the next beginning?
The one where fate or chance made magic
Cause suddenly I found my luck rising
I was happily living against any logic
Who would have seen it come to this

That I'll be watching you walk ever so slowly
With my heart pounding ever so loudly
To be looking at you in this manner
Waiting to simply make you mine forever

Does your happiness conquer everything too?
It has been three years in the bag
And more is about to be added on to that
I gazed over and smiled with our 'I do's
Who cares about anything but this

That I'll be holding your hand ever so happily
With my heart pondering ever so lovingly
To be looking at you in this manner
Wanting to call you mine and wife forever

Somehow, Someway

Without prompting,you left me cold
Without warning, the rug was pulled
You said you will never leave me alone
Those ex promises still firmly lingered
Providing the sting that hindered
Somehow someway I have to get moving

Those smiles,those laughters
Had to be nothing more than misses
Those hands,those kisses
Had to be nothing more than memories.
Those times, those promises
Had to be nothing more than words

You've moved on but still kept my chain on.
I'm the fool that is willingly playing along
But now I've grown,now I know more
I'm not your silly doll so decided on
Somehow someway I have to get moving

Those smiles,those laughters
Will become nothing more than misses
Those hands,those kisses
Will become nothing more than memories.
Those times, those promises
Will become nothing more than words

Cause no matter what my hand wasn't raised.
No point hoping when I'm clearly losing
Got to get out of the gutter and be clear
The only thing remaining is to keep moving

Those smiles,those laughters
In time is nothing more than misses
Those hands,those kisses
In time is nothing more than memories.
Those times, those promises
In time is nothing more than words

Words that created both love and hurt

You Say

Why say the words to come back empty handed?
Am I suppose to pretend that nothing happened?
Is my role in life at such a great height?
Honestly I've a phobia of being up so high.
Cause I've already fallen thrice on this ride.

Yet you say
Close your eyes and just feel your way
Do you get the facts that I'm sending?
The one about me never going away.
The one about me being here,staying.
Open your eyes and stare into mine
Do you spot any deception hiding?
Girl,it is true. I want our story to be reopened.

Why ask for trust when you smashed it before?
Am I suppose to leave the past and ignore?
Honestly I see all the sincerity but I can't.
Cause now fear is siding with our terrible past.

Still you say
Close your eyes and just feel your way
Do you get the facts that I'm sending?
The one about me never going away.
The one about me being here,staying.
Open your eyes and stare into mine
Do you see any deception in my eye?
Girl,it is true. I want you for the rest of life.

They say even all good things have to end
That was how our summer vacation went

But you say
Close your eyes and just feel your way
Do you get the facts that I'm sending?
The one about me never going away.
The one about me being here,staying.
Open your eyes and stare into mine
Do you see any deception in my eye?
Girl,it is true. I want you cause I love you.

With those three words I headed off to my fourth mistake
I wonder what the future me would say about me believing
In all that you say

Insomnia

Staying awake,way past bedtime again
Mind throbbing,thoughts never ending
Despite all that,nothing was explained
Frustrations boiling,heart bleeding
Got to escape,here only holds pain
Tears always flowing,slowly dying

Why wouldn't insomnia just run free
Waiting for death before release?
The repeats of sunrise and set
Only makes the brain process upset
Struggling with attempts to cut loose
Before the verdict of life states I lose

On a repeat of counting sheeps
Fluently swearing and scolding
No warmth felt under the sheets
Non-stop denying and lying
Can't turn the tap to stop the weep
Helplessness winning and thriving

Why wouldn't insomnia just run free
Waiting for death before release?
The repeats of sunrise and set
Only makes the brain process upset
Struggling with attempts to cut loose
Before the verdict of life states I lose

Can exhaustion's hand please be raised
Am surviving but not living
Was this what you had desired?
You experiencing while I'm drowning.
Got to mark this as completed
Still waiting,endless wishing

Why wouldn't insomnia just run free
Waiting for death before release?
The repeats of sunrise and set
Only makes the brain process upset
Am failing with attempts to cut loose
Lastly the verdict of life states I lose

How sad,boo hoo